long distance relationship part 2...

hey bubu, havent seen you for a week, miss you so much la...

*hug*

yalah.. only for a week only wor.. later 2 years how?

hm.. we will see how la..

i dowan us to break up la..

huh?

later have to re-introduce my new bf to the whole family, get to know him all over again.. very time consuming noe..

*faints*

he was joking the other day but it somehow ignite some thoughts about LDR again...

recently bubu just came back from australia, and he was like saying that he love the place very much, love the people, and above all, the weather, cos its winter there, its like a 24 hours air con for him.. haha.. i never experienced winter before.. nor i have a passport to even step out of malaysia.. oh well.. UK will be the first.. haha.. one more year.. yeah..

and so.. he went there to check out the uni cos he might be doing his masters in aus.. see.. anyway, we will be in a LDR, its a matter of time and who is the one going.. hm.. it will be at least 3 years..

bubu even said that he wants to settle down there in melbourne in the future and ask me to come along.. the thing is i would love to go to australia i guess, but if i were to able to work in UK after graduating, i dont think i will come back anytime soon.. its not that im being selfish or anything.. i have always wanted to do this, going overseas and earn a fortune(maybe not) and shit.. bubu also have the option to go UK and do his masters but he said that its too costly as compared to aus and he has no one there unlike aus, where all his friends and relatives are there as well(mini malaysia kinda shit)..

thats kinda true in a way, lets say if he were to come to UK, it will be definitely in London which is like 3 hours from my town.. its still a long distance kinda shit but not that far la as compared to Malaysia.. and there in London, everything is expensive if you were to convert dollar to dollar and he has no one there(other than me).. no nothing.. start from scratch if he goes there.. so maybe aus is a better place for him to go i guess..

after graduating, if i were to go to aus and work, i need to take another Law exam i think, cos the health care is different between the 2 so the laws are the main concern for both, and also the practice.. hm.. troublesome much.. immigration will be stricter after this as well.. more and more obstacles are coming my way if i were to go to aus and work..

in that 3 years there in UK, bubu say he will be coming over to see me as i told him that i wont be going back to msia cos it cost alot i guess(not sure).. but how frequent can he come over? its a 13 hours flight.. he will have to stay with me in my hostel to save up, cramp with my roommate maybe.. haha.. come once a season? 4 times a year that is.. he is not filthy rich or anything.. hm.. just another boy struggling through his 20s trying to finish his studies and earn a living after that..

gosh..

TULS...

dont think anymore ok..

actually all these are just excessive.. theres nothing to worry about cos we never know what the future holds for us but just felt like pouring out.. :(

funny names...

remember dogathon?

yeah.. there was a dog named Chow Chow there.. if you translate it into kantonese, it would have meant Smelly smelly.. just imagine if you had a convo with your friend..

hey i have a dog!
awesome.. so what type of dog is it?
its a smelly smelly!! hahahahahah lame right? ok anyways.. thats somehow lead to this..

lots of Superstars and those celebrities love to come out with funny names for themselves.. maybe cos their own names are not attractive enough or it lacks star power or shit but.. you know..

lets start from the west la k cos we save the best (east) for last.. seriously its horrible..

erm.. first we will play the colour card..

we have the famous Pink..

 a darker shade Violet - daughter of ALIAS hot Jen Garner!!

love is your colour.. we move to food la.. we have MEATLOAF.. who would wanna be named that arr?

he sang the duet with Marion Raven from M2M of Its All Coming Back To Me Now by Celine recently few years back.. haha..

when he introduce himself to his friends..

Hi, nice meeting you, im MeatLoaf by the way, what about you?
Hi, Im Vanilla Ice! hahaha.. LMAO damn siao another makanan..

remember his famous hit Ice Ice Baby? yeah.. uh huh!! thats right.. hahah.. cannot wait any longer la i have to go to the East Side already..

the people in the east doesnt have any english name at all during birth so when they are bigger and if they make it to the big screen, most of them will definitely find a english name to be called by.. hahaha.. but most of them is so so so stupidly funny!!

we got some that could be found in the calendar!!

April, May, June are the most common.. hahah.. then we have January and Monday as well.. hahaha..

then we have the seasons and climates!!

so can you roughly guess whose name will be out next? hahaha.. but seriouly there are lots of Autumn and Summer out there.. this is Rain for you.. from Korea...

not this..

but this..

..

and this...

hot right? fuck..

then we also have

SUNNY from Korea

your starbucks are made of..

COCO Lee!! hahahaha..

last but not least the worst of all cos she is extinct!!

..

..

..

..

not it.. but HER

the famous DODO Cheng of Hong Kong.. haha.. laugh my ass off what type of name is that? nothing else to put is it?


you guys know anymore??

Dogathon 2010...

yes everyone..

i went to Dogathon 2010..

it was held in University Putra Malaysia (UPM) yesterday the 8th of August at the top of Bukit Expo and organized by  the students of The Veterinary faculty in UPM.. haha too bad Antinous and Ganymede were not there, Aidan would have a ball with all his other fury friends.. 

there were tons of bitches on the loose and it was bitch crazy!! hahaha..

the most common doggy to be found there was..

poodles... some damn huge till my waist, im 186cm by the way and some are like the size of a shoe.. cute!!

then there are

beagle... 

bichon frise... so cute lo

bull terrier...

bulldog...

chiwawa... THATS SO HOT !! -paris hilton- love her!!

chow chow... smelly smelly in Kantonese!! hahahaa..

dachshund or your sausage dog...

dalmatian... the cartoon dalmatian fake one lo the spots are like all in order.. the ones i saw there are like all over.. hahaha..

greyhound...

japanese Chin... all the rich tai tai aunties went and picnic at the mini badminton court with their chiwawas and this little thing here.. some even wears Gucci dogclothes.. siao!

rottweiler...

siberian husky...

and we stumbled upon pure white siberian husky too..  it was pure white with blue eyes..

erm.. no.. this is number 01 PLUBOY for Metro Man Search 2010 held in The Mines on the exact same day as Dogathon.. sorry takashi for not sending you flowers!! :)

oh yea.. back to the white husky..

its not the same one cos i dint bring my camera along to take pics but yeah.. that one has bright blue eyes.. gosh..

so i was talking to Takashi just now in the afternoon:

eric, sorry ar couldnt make it to your manhunt thingy the yesterday..

why ar?

i went for Dogathon in the morning then got farewell party for a friend after that..

Dogathon? full with doggie styles?

erm.. erm.. yeah.. but its between dogs..

i like between mens...

*speechless*

top? bottom? versatile?...

how do you define a top or a bottom?

do you define it sexually? a top fcuks and never get fcuked..  the dominant one.. the giver.. ??

or do you define it in a psychological, social manner? a top drives the bottom around, gives direction, take care of bills and cheques and all.. ??

what about versatile? 

b, are you straight?

er...

you sure you are gay arr??

er.. oh my god.. NO, IM NOT GAY!! I LIKE PUSSIES!! *rolleyes twice*

erm.. ok.. nola.. sometimes you just dont act like one..

im gay no doubt, maybe since young i have to create a curtain just to mask out the gayness and it has been going on for so long that makes you you already.. how can i change those.. sometimes i do sell myself out with my stupid hand gestures.. those are done unconsciously.. so wth but whatever la..

its freaking obvious that from my email at the side, i am a bottom..

but does that makes me a full bottom? hahaha.. what am i crapping?!!

like in this relationship now with bubu.. i do the driving, ordering, i take care of the bills, i do what most tops will do.. but in bed.. erm.. its the other way around..

you dont call people like me versatile.. im top socially but im the bottom in bed..

what am I ?!?!?!

what are you ?!?!?!

swallow or not to swallow?...

yes..

we were all there.. well.. most of us..

he looks so hot on top of you pumping all his might make you feel every inch of him inside you..

once he reach his breaking point..

the question comes..

will you swallow it???!?!?

some of us are so horny that we dont care, we just wanna share everything with our partner and there goes that squirt down the throat..

some of us are too afraid to even open our mouth..

lets say, if your partner ask for it, Baby, i want you to swallow my *****!! 

will you do it?!?!

hot shit..

an office mail popped out early around 9.30 today, it states that some manager was hired in my department, some product manager.. so ok.. just wait for him to appear and my oh my.. he is sho cute!! his skin is as fair as snow white and you can feel that its bouncy and so kissable!! his smile melts the shit out of you and you can just die looking at him.. he is chinese yes.. but he is so so cute!!

cos he dont have access to the door cos the fingerprints arent ready, i took my chance going over and offered him a thumb when i saw his bottle was empty.. true enough, he followed me to the pantry as i was heading there to fill mine up as well.. and there i was.. standing next to him.. ohkay.. he is half a head shorter than me or maybe even more but he speaks fluent english that gave me verbal stimulation!! gosh gosh gosh!! wait.. i think my sentence is wrong.. er.. whatever.. hahaha..

i told bubu about it..

the sms goes..

oh my god! there a fucking cute guy report in today!! gosh he is so freaking cute!! argh!! manager position and he is only 28!! ah.. gosh!! his language!! verbal stimulation!! gosh!!

which then came with a reply..

You fucking slut! you like la hor!! ask him for a fuck later in the cubicle la!!

bubu is all fired up and so i replied..

b, im sharing everything with you mar, not hiding anything also.. dont get angry ok?!? sorry sorry!! muah! I mish syou...

he replied with a

MUAH!! missing you too.. :)

wondergirls...

hahaha.. the wondergirls was awesome on MTV world stage!!

and hell yeah i was there!!

i got free tix mar.. hahah.. just like for Super Junior and Neyo this year as well..

they were the second korean band that came to malaysia this year i think after Super Junior..

they were hot man!! their new song 2 Different Tears is catchy after watching it live!!

i was there till katy perry sang the first song then ciao off to fetch bubu and off we go to MarketPlace!!

hahaha.. we danced till the break of dawn man!! k maybe im exagerating la but yea.. i requested the song it was really played on that night!!

Michelle Williams - We Break the Dawn

hahaha.. both me and bubu went in for free! 

gosh.. haha.. bubu and i dont drink at all.. we just so happen to love music and dancing, right dancerboy?!?! haha.. the techniques, yes, Bubu have it and everything but when it comes to the dancefloor.. hehe.. sorry to say but hell yeah i rock it more than bubu!! haha.. vain self absorbed me :) kihihihi...

used, tossed, and gone...

sounds familiar? ...

yeah.. im sure everyone definitely went through that stage where they were there for someone in need, after lending a hand on certain issues, you are then ignored, its just as though you have no feelings and its just a ONS in this context a one day friend kinda thing, the next thing you know, you dont even know who that person really is.. and then he is gone.. 

sometimes in the process we thought we could be good friends with the person we are helping, but no.. ... that happened to me recently and it happened again with a friend.. by the same guy.. 

we were there to lend an ear when he needed us..

we were there to help him when he is sick..

we were there to bring him around cos he doesnt have a car..

now that he has someone else to himself or for some sort of reasons, we were brushed off and ignored just like that..

showed a lil concern asking him how is he on facebook and he replied with insults and words that shows no interest.. 

you must well not reply, people wont have anything against you then.. you are hurting that person directly la come on.. 

this is not the first time..

dont come looking for us when you're down ok, go find someone else.. we dowana dirty our shirts with your heartless tears..

if youre reading this.. you need to change somehow.. change for yourself.. 

you need to learn how things work in the real world.. with this kinda attitude.. you wont go far.. i can guarantee that..

grow up you bitch!!

all the best..

p.s. i dont hate you at all, youre not worthy enough..

bestie's coming back...

one of my bestie is coming back tonight..

im gonna go get her after this from the airport..

she was there for her last sem for her degree..

hm..

now that she's back, i'll have another person to bitch to when i need.. haha..

i can talk to her about anything at all except for the sex part..

she is still not used to this whole G thing.. 

telling her that i'm G and she goes.. you sure arr? or maybe youre just confused?

haha..

cute..

oh well..

2 nights ago we exchange a lil something over msn..

hey TULS, wanna tell you something..

yeah..

since going to australia, ive gotten closer to A and B..

hahah.. yeah.. i know.. dont worry about it..

but i'll still be there whenever you need me..


okay..

since young, ive live a life where friends are everything to me, i even told myself that i cant live without friends.. practically i grew up in a broken family and not so well off to do so i was quite independent in every way possible a young boy could be.. 

work since 16 and i dont really have much close friends.. i think i developed a defense mechanism subconsciously that friends are essential but they come and go.. thats why im really not bothered by all these.. for a sec i would say that i feel weird hearing that from her but oh well, she's only human.. people change.. time may make us good friends again.. it may makes us stronger than before.. or it may not even help a little.. oh well..

friends out there.. its not that im pessimistic about this, its just that if it works then good.. if that someone changed then let it be.. you try to adapt whichever way possible to maintain that friendship but if it doenst work out.. hm.. oh well..

you will always make new friends and there will always be separation.. thats life i guess.. 

sometimes i wonder whether is it because of my family that made me G, but who am i to say.. i chose this path myself.. loving it still, so yea.. :)

friendship will never freeze in winter.. real friendship that is..

Inception...

  

watched with bubu after work..

actually i dont even know what inception was so i googled it and it came out as The Beginning, Commencement etc..

so yeah..

so how exactly should i use the word ???

ok..

this is the inception of our relationship after 6 months of being together as an item..

we went through the journey to the west (some monkey hero movie going thru all sorts of obstacles to send his monk sifu to the west from the east for some scroll thingy then promoted to become monkey god kinda thing.. along the way there were like fox spirits aka SLUTs and all trying to stall the journey in this case our relationship:) hahahaha... ) just to reach this stage..

what am i feeling right now??

im grateful..

im happy..

speechless..

its been 6 months..

cant wait for the one year mark..

i love you bubu..

this is the inception of the next level in our relationship..

hopefully stronger than ever..

always...

can notice meh?!?!?........

i drove back from lunch today and as i was walking to the main office block from the car park, a gurl patted me on my back, she is one of my colleagues that seats the furthest from my cubicle..

hi TULS, can i ask you a question?

err.. yeah...

dont get mad ok...?

er... ... ok.

erm.. are you gay?

er... *act normal and smile* 

another colleague joined us from another direction and the convo died there..

went up to our working floor and we separated from the lift to our respective desk..

an email poped up!

sorry to have ask you such a question, i dint mean to. dont get angry ok..

the curious me decided to reply..

its ok. im not angry. why do you ask me that? do i look like one?

and she replied...

i have lots of PLU friends and im sure that you are one too from the way you dress (i can win best dress lo everyday to work no kidding) and all..

later that i told her that i am and its our little secret from then onwards. oh my.. i cant believe that someone actually noticed and even asked me about it in the office! its so wtf!! i still cant believe myself. but yeah.. not regretting telling her.. im not planning to hide.. so yeah..









..hopefully it wont be the next gossip in the office la..

i was a SLUT...

iwasaslut.blogspot.com

the blog's name is i was a  TULS

 just flip TULS over and you got yourself a SLUT!!!

yeah..

i know..

its lame..

many asked..

                        why that title?!?!

                                                                   why that url??!??!

nothing else better to put is it?

hm..

i think why i put that is because it strikes me at that time!!

i was wondering what should i put and all.. then say why not i was a Slut?

curious of how slutty i was???

in 2008, i had at least 4 times a week.. with random people.. mostly in the gym.. :) which gym you wonder??!!??

lets just make it PJ.. not so precise..

so yea..

2008 i joined a gym.. thought of you know just trying to gain some extra muscles out of it but it turns me into a SLUT!!

i was hogging the end shower room everyday after workout and would signal people off to come in and have fun.. my body wasnt all that perfect at that time (not even now) but it was still good for a go i guess.. ahahah..

yea.. that was me.. a true slut.. i dont do it anymore though..

not a very good practice..

but its interesting :)

those sluts out there!! you know you like it right?!?!

the thrill whenever someone walks near, you will have to stop and wait for the coast to be clear before continuing..

you will have to shut the hell up no matter how hard you're getting banged!!

you will go and contest in the steam room or the sauna.. the winner and the runner up will then proceed to the shower for the prize giving ceremony!! hell yeah its a hell of a prize!!

im kinda lucky in a way that i always get at least a 6 inch trophy every single time!!

theres once i got this black trophy.. it was given by a student.. that was the best trophy ever.. i enjoyed that game the most in my entire life.. and i dint even feel tired or exhausted after that.. gosh that trophy was huge!! guess what game was it?!?!

ride me like a horse!! equestrian stimulation, LMAO!! hahahahahahaha

no betting...

the last time i gambled was during chinese new year.. erm.. half a year ago.. it was fun.. i remember i drove all the way to JB from Kluang, i  sped all the way and i reached bubu's place in 1 hour for a visit.. haha.. it was a spontaneous thing..

reached there the whole family was there.. haha.. so i sat down and papa bubu opened the mahjong table.. wohooooo!! awesome.. bro bubu joined the fun.. haha.. so it was a three way thing.. fun times..

so.. in conjunction of the world cup, almost everyone in the office, mostly the sales person will bet for every game and i was like so so tempted to gamble!!

b, wanna ask you something arr...

what?!

sempena the world cup hor, can i bet for tonight's game arr?

NO!

why?!

no means no.. i dowan you to get addicted..

err.. ok...

you better don't ar.. if you do i will ***** ***...

why so serious?!?

hm..

you also bet la..

no..

why?

ok la i bet RM1..

what the hell...??

*smiling*

cheapskate...

*serious* RM1 also money mar, how much do you guys bet?

at least RM50..

no need!!

hahahah damn wtf.. hahaha