how Keith came into picture..

so, as usual, have to come up with a name for this new character in this blog, erm.... lets call him Keith.

so i met him over Scruff, lol, i have scruff only for over a week and then it decided to die on me but just within that week i was able to chat with a few dudes and one of them was Keith..

it was really lucky that we did exchange numbers just before that app died, and also quite lucky la cos he was only on that app and not the rest.. lol..

so we went out for a date one fine day in September, from him picking me up from uni, then for lunch then back to his place just for a "cuddle" end up having a sexsion(sex session)..

well it was the best hug ever cos he was taller than me, bigger than me.. he could just engulf me and it felt nice la.. now i know how other guys i hug feels, cos im usually the bigger one! :) lol...

he gives the nicest hug so far! :)

so...

we went out for another few sexsion after that usually on weekends usually on every other week..

so one day in October he said something like: Tuls, you're really lovely and I like you a lot.. but youre just too young for me.. (dont ask me his age, i wont reveal, not as old as your dad, but not as young as your brother)

so since then i didnt really put much hope in it la knowing that it will lead to no where...

i went back for the sexsions is cos the hugs are so solid and ok la, something else also solid la period.. lets not go in further.. lol

so one day he had to go to Wales to work for 2 weeks and ok lor, so i told him, text me when youre back la..

then two weeks was up and i texted him on the day he supposed to be back: home? ok la feel like i gatal la but just anggap that I'm just being a concern person ok... lol..

he replied only after a week which was last friday and it was like 6 in the morning and i was like: hey youre back... and so i was asking him by text if he would wanna meet and i know that his works ends at 2 on fridays so i push friday's schedule all to this wednesday(lol like some big shot like that can push push stuff one) and so we agreed to meet after work..

i went to his place and he gave me the same strong hug again.. and this time he lifted me up... haha..

i was really amazed cos no one can carry me like! lol... mind you i am 70kgs! lol...

the first thing i asked him when i saw him was: did you receive my message last week?

yea..

but why didnt you reply? omgosh, youre avoiding me!!!!!

erm.. well... yea.. kind of, i try to forget about you but it seems impossible..

haha.. lol that instant i was like in my mind: really or not? but anyway pun make me happy nia... lol...

we cuddle the whole afternoon watching x-men 3 and crocodile dundee lol... then dinner then sexsion and then more cuddling.. lol...

and then at around near midnight.. we were just chatting normal and then suddenly the relationship topic came up... and somehow this took place..

well, i would like a relationship. i like you very much. thought of ending it rather than to think of you all the time..

but.... but... im too young for you! you sure?

he smiled and then say: yea.. and then he asked the would you wanna be my boyfriend question..

and i was like omgosh blush lol... it was in front of his fireplace, was warm and like i dont know how to react and just *nodded* and *smiled* ... lol...

and thats how it all started...

:)