a humble start...

im drinking a cup of old town hazelnut 3 in 1 coffee munching on tesco value white chocolate bar while typing this as emeli sande's read all about it is playing in the background...

the past week was crazy and i cant imagine that in such short span of time so many things happened..

im really overwhelmed by the whole situation..

now that im thinking back on what took place over sips of fragrant coffee and soothing music, i cant really hold back tailed pearls that trails down my cheeks..lol.. too fancy for my standards liao..


but seriously..

its so so so not easy to put oneself up there on the spotlight of seeking help, you will have to brace yourself for rejections, for opinions(negative or positive)....

i never felt so vulnerable in my life... my heart and soul was at its most fragile state...



im really fortunate to have so so so many people that offered a helping hand... *hands rubbing chest while exhaling deeply*

....


was drenched walking to uni today and.. as i sat down in that lecture theater, the soggy soaked feeling did not affect me at all...

i looked around...

took a deep breath and felt the most uplifting spirit to start this new and final year of uni..

i felt so "guai"(good boy) kinda feel all of a sudden but i think its only temporary nia cos its not my nature.. haha.. im more of a "siao"(crazy) kinda person.. haha...

but yea, its definitely a different beginning..

inception of the last year in uni...