ffk-ed...

just when you thought everything is working out fine, but when it comes to the real date, your date doesnt show up..

well that happened to me 2 days ago, i was supposed to go out for a dinner date with this dude but he never showed up..

well there are a lot of reasons why this happen and i keep coming up with excuses and all but i know, that things were never easy here anyway.. especially if youre dark asian and taller than the ang mos and bottom and too smart and too picky and too slutty and might need to leave the country if there are no jobs available for me..

yea when i told people about this and they will go: oh, its his loss or go like he is not worth your time or like you deserve better..

but like although its true to all those and its nice hearing things like that but deep down sometimes you really wonder why and when there is no explanation for this like in this case he just disappear without any notice and no contacts after that just irks me making me curious of why , like whats the reason behind..

so..

the thing is cos like i think i found like a good potential target kinda thing and i wont really wanna give up so easily despite people keep telling me to find other ones..

haha...

not easy to find someone whom you can talk to over a chat app for 7 hours straight and like there are so many common areas and interesting sexciting to discover between 2 souls and ... like..

i really need to know.. lol..

so you better come online fast and talk to me por favor........

messy buku! :)