unnecessary stress..

so, my dad prepared the money already..  enough to last me till i graduate and then i'll be on my own.. i was anxiously waiting for the money to come so that i could pay the debt i owed my friends.. but .... guess what..

my dad went missing..

just when i thought that he could at least do something good..

its been 11 years already.. all the broken promises...

i should have known better...

with only 50 pounds left in my bank account, i will need it to squeeze through this winter... mum is really stressed up right now.. she must be feeling really afraid for me.. plus the connection got cut off from home, she can only leave me offline messages when she is at work, she is trying her part to get hold some money....

im speechless..

i give up...

now this unnecessary stress..

i know lots of you out there are willing to help, thanks so much, but.. im feeling really shameless to ask... im still surviving for now.. i will survive...... but.. haha... will just see how long can i last....

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