never thought that i will end up on that sorta situation...
im in no position to give any advice anymore, ... at least for now..
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i feel like such a bad person...
i know it hurt you real bad but.. i just cant do anything...
i hope that it will all go away but i know its not possible..
at least not for this short span of time..
whenever i wanna talk to you, you just avoid...
i know its not easy ...
i know deep down youre screaming your lungs out...
it made me feel even worse...
i never intend to hurt anyone..
not like this...
me letting it go, thats the least i could do.. its killing me inside but i cant... i dont know what to do..
i see you suffering makes me feel so so so helpless..
i dont want to give you any false hope by being there for you all the time...
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you were playing this song in repeat...
i cry every time i listen to this song...
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if youre reading this...
exams coming soon...
just pull yourself together you and I and finish this term ok..
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dear blog..
i shall leave you for awhile...
i will be back soon...
