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Thursday, May 3, 2012

choosing someone older or younger?!

ive been thinking alot..

i should be sleeping right now..

watched glee and the vow today just to let my mind off books for a day then continue on tomorrow but yea..

ive been thinking..

see now at this tender age of mine *flips hair* im kinda like attracted to guys that are older, i mean, im not sure whether im generalizing it to the people of my kinda age or is it just me but yea..

i dont, like have a thing for daddies or what but well if they dress properly, nicely shaved and cushiony, i might just consider you know.. haha..

i mean i have a few candidates in mind actually..

but that aside.. thinking about me in 10 years time, i would be in my prime age of 30s but the old daddy might be saggy and mati pucuk, i emphasize again, MIGHT, and the thing is by then, will i still be attracted to him?

i mean, as a real life human being you need to have that spark and hopefully it will last throughout your life with that special someone.. yes its true that once youve got him and if its true love bla bla bla it will last you a long time etc etc but like what if its not there then?

so.. me in my 30s would be like a candidate for people like the old me to consider as a potential guy then and so then i would have to sort to younger guys?

like seriously?! hahahaha.. i cant imagine... lollll..

well ive always like a top thats cute but... a pedophile doesnt seem to fit me that well.. lol..

im like thinking, do i really want a daddy just because like im here in a foreign land and want someone to be there and support and all till im like stable and all.. like someone there to help you kickstart your life.

am i not thinking right?

should i find someone around my age and like at least we can grow old together kinda thing..?

but like..

well...

they say love is blind la, when it comes it comes la, you dont really choose la, it comes in any form la and all those cliche things you hear but yea..

well i know there is no point of me going through all these.. i dowana be labelled as the guy who uses these daddies to get what i want kinda thing but like yea..

i mean..

its just something to ponder..

haha..

well bubu is my age and its nice to you know like grow old together and all, but like if he is not yours then he is not.. i mean.. i would wanna see him happy and all.. well.......i really miss him a lot... like... like really a lot but yea.. i cant like do anything about it now.. haha... too much drama.. shouldnt watch The Vow.. haha..

yala..

as long as he is happy..
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  1. soul232May 3, 2012 at 2:06 AM

    shoo shoo..why so emo one suddenly lo..just watch avengers and drool over the hunky actor..sure u be okay then =D

    if u think that's the reason u attracted to daddy, then wait till u are stable then see whether u are still onto them or not xD

    ur ideal *ridicilous =P* guy list, why 4 things been repeated twice in it..hahaha

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 11:41 AM

      haha.. the feeling of the moment thing la.. hahaha.. and i cant wait to watch lor.. so sien... but here damn exp la.. see la.. maybe i stream nanti...

      i will do that la..

      and the list, malfunction.. blogger nowadays sot sot a bit one ... lol

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  2. UnknownMay 3, 2012 at 4:37 AM

    i have + - 10 years. as long as they are presentable ^^.




    [Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 11:42 AM

      lolllllllll... hahahaha :) you same age group as me la... of corssssss! :)

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  3. Leo NutMay 3, 2012 at 6:24 AM

    Macam banyak conflicts and confusion in this post ni.. I'm usually attracted to older people.. Lol..

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 11:43 AM

      no confuse no conflict kot... maybe just a lil internal conflict ba.. haha.. im older to you wor.... you attracted to me ka? lollllllll

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  4. ooi2009May 3, 2012 at 7:39 AM

    I also suka older , like clayden .....

    but i find ur cb if u shoo dancer away , he has a great bubble ass , and handsome too

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 11:44 AM

      hahahahaha.. i think he is younger than me.. how do you know he is older? lolllll.. you dont even know him!! hahahahaha....

      i shoo him away? lol... nah...... ... ... ..... .

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  5. KMay 3, 2012 at 7:40 AM

    think the biggest gap i had with a guy was like... 12 years.

    Then again I was 15 LOL

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 11:45 AM

      hahahahahah... bitch youre like underage! hahahahaha... but cool la.. im like on a string of forbidden love, not sure whether to pull it or let go.. hm... well.. we'll see how it goes la..

      my biggest gap 7 only i think.. you menang me la.. i give you trophy later k!! :)

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  6. JokerPJMay 3, 2012 at 7:52 AM

    Older guys eh... 10 years like a bit extreme no? herm... daddy eh... sugar daddy? lolllll

    That korean guy's video up there... he's cute but its kindna weird that the practice that... >.<

    I think we should look for guys around our age, mental age as well lah, I know guys my age but mentally still like secondary school kid... At lease... but well, what ever work out best for you *hugs*

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 11:52 AM

      hahahha... ok la.. then i dont think lor.. well.. it was just a glimpse of thought so i just pen it down la.. hahahaha...

      sugar daddy arr? lollllll.. i usually got no fate with those one and.. and i will feel guilty in the end so end up i wont want it.. hahahaha.. i dont like to be told what to do unless i like that guy... sugar daddies give me the feeling like they will instruct me to do stuffs(serve them, teman them,sex and all) which i wont do de lor and like i just cannot la although i thought about it before.. lollllll.. slut!!!!!! lolllll...

      my dad can do it too.. lol... hhahhaah.. but yea.. he cute la.. *drooooooools*

      yup.. for now i still like guys who are older not sure why, even a one year older gap makes me feel comfy.. haha... *hugs* i like big hugs... :)

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    2. JokerPJMay 3, 2012 at 5:00 PM

      BIG HUGS!!! HOLD SUPER TIGHT!!! hahahahaha

      Erm... ya, sugar daddies... I mean if he really likes you and you like him also, then ok. But if he's only after your rear end and you're only after his bling bling, then... herm... cant say that it would not work, know some of my friends who did just that... I think they see it as their career... in their resume - past job experience? Professional boy toy...

      HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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  7. J-boyMay 3, 2012 at 9:01 AM

    You got it exactly right! If you date someone older, say 10 years.. eventually he'll be too old for you. Conversely, if you date someone your junior, eventually you're gonna be too old for him haha..

    So to avoid the whole age difference thingy, we should ideally date someone our age so that when he's old and saggy, you look in the mirror and realize you're old and saggy too hahahaha!

    But having said that, I still prefer older guys. I don't think 10 years is too much.. For it to be a sugar daddy kind of situation, the daddy would really have to be old enough to be your dad... and probably not as good looking. If an older guy is hot and hunky, then he's just hot and hunky haha. No daddy label IMO. I like the security that comes with an older guy. And I know I'm gonna sound like a gold digger, but it's really nice to have the financial security too.. :)

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 11:55 AM

      haha.. how sure you know he will be forever...? my relationships the longest also 2.5 years.. shortest 1.5 years.. i mean i only got into 2 relationships before la so ... hm... growing old seems to be like a major task no? hm.... *hugs*

      what if youre successful and rich in the end, what happens next? lolll

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  8. NamelessMay 3, 2012 at 3:16 PM

    Aiyah as long as you love each other, it doesnt mattet.. Besides, sex will get boring right?? But ah.. Waking never gets boring doesnt it, my dear blogger

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 5:49 PM

      sex will get boring de arr? wanking and masturbate sama jer kan, you bored tak? lolllllllll

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    2. NamelessMay 4, 2012 at 12:32 AM

      Hahaha... Kalau awak wank terlalu banyak, foreskin tercabut baru tau

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    3. tulsMay 4, 2012 at 1:11 AM

      i dah sunat la babe... lol









      tipu la joking jer.. lol

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    4. NamelessMay 4, 2012 at 4:28 AM

      Aku suka yang belum potong... Hahahaa

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    5. tulsMay 4, 2012 at 10:57 AM

      im fine with both! lolllllllllllll

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  9. Chen XingMay 3, 2012 at 3:47 PM

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  10. Chen XingMay 3, 2012 at 3:48 PM

    Hmm, me too go for older guys.

    But then again, in this circle, chances are...to grow old together...very slim.

    :)

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 5:49 PM

      *slap* have to naikkan my spirit! hahahahahaha... can one.. can one... *sendiri pujuk sendiri*

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    2. Chen XingMay 3, 2012 at 6:17 PM

      Let me know when you found one.

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  11. Chinese PrickMay 3, 2012 at 7:20 PM

    Hmmm... does that mean i am in your list?

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    1. tulsMay 3, 2012 at 8:44 PM

      ei... you smoke leh... if i can make someone stop smoking, wah.. i will feel damn power loh.. but i dont think anyone would do that.. haha.. i mean.. who am i wor? lol... but yea.. *hold neck with right hand's four fingers while rubbing your ear gently with the thumb* :)

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  12. TwohornschildMay 4, 2012 at 2:13 AM

    Hmm...your worries about kicking start does borders many people. Choose right then...and bare in mind of the consequences. Then again Not every old guy are capable and not every young ones are not stable.
    It's a synchronization between two beautiful soul. Choose the one you love and somehow you would always put yourself in his shoes and he will do the same. You will live life together and when you are old...you will look at him and smile and then ask him.... since when did we started aging?

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    1. tulsMay 4, 2012 at 10:52 AM

      wah... wise words.. hehe.. *hugs*...... *tickle waist* hahahahahaha...

      ok la.. back to stupid chemistry.. :)

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    2. TwohornschildMay 4, 2012 at 8:26 PM

      hahah...that is so cute of you..:)

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  13. zhenyu27May 4, 2012 at 7:27 AM

    SHIT

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  14. ooi2009May 4, 2012 at 2:26 PM

    sex me up

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