dont worry i wont be a slut de...

ive got a mail and also a whatsapp message saying that hoping that i wont go back to become a slut after my recent activity..

hahahaha...

then they go on about justifying it: its your life, i know i have no right to say on what you wanna do with your life...

haha..

i know your good intentions la.. *bow 90degrees*

i mean i dont really wanna slut around pun.. that day's incident was out of __insert word___

can i say that im quite tired of like looking around?

i know im too young to say that hahahahaha...

but seriously la..

i would really wanna settle down liao..

yup people will be like: are you serious? you...! settle down? please....

but im for real de...

haha.. was talking to Kevin few nights ago saying that wanna settle down and all and he has got his little rascal there to teman him makes me feel really lonely.. haha..

im telling him that i wanna settle down all saying that if can come home from work after a tired day just to find the other half waiting for you at home is the best thing ever..

and then he said this one line that really make sense: in the real world, going home to someone is optional, what normal people would want is the sex part...

i mean.. i couldnt agree more la.. like if lets say im not exposed to the scene since how many years ago, i would have admit that i will be like that too..

but after so long.. i mean all the stuff i went thru...

im really tired liao la.. haha...

i hope some ideal guy would stumble upon this post and just decide to just sweep me off my feet and like live happily ever after la..

thanks! :)