:(

i miss you..

ive been bitchy whenever i talk to him either on whatsapp, skype or text..

i can not be myself.., its like i have to put up another strong side of me..

if not.., i dont think i can face him..., i will break down...

but i think i have to move on...

seeing him living his life over the other side of the world..

seeing him doing things and going places.., things that we should have done if we were together..

distance is a bitch.., i hate you..

maybe hating you will makes things much easier...

i find myself annoying..

i cant help it..

i thought i was strong..

but i dont hate you...

are these tears of jealousy?

dowana start the new year with tears..

what a way to start the new year...

i'll be stronger...

thanks for the memories...