bestie's coming back...

one of my bestie is coming back tonight..

im gonna go get her after this from the airport..

she was there for her last sem for her degree..

hm..

now that she's back, i'll have another person to bitch to when i need.. haha..

i can talk to her about anything at all except for the sex part..

she is still not used to this whole G thing.. 

telling her that i'm G and she goes.. you sure arr? or maybe youre just confused?

haha..

cute..

oh well..

2 nights ago we exchange a lil something over msn..

hey TULS, wanna tell you something..

yeah..

since going to australia, ive gotten closer to A and B..

hahah.. yeah.. i know.. dont worry about it..

but i'll still be there whenever you need me..


okay..

since young, ive live a life where friends are everything to me, i even told myself that i cant live without friends.. practically i grew up in a broken family and not so well off to do so i was quite independent in every way possible a young boy could be.. 

work since 16 and i dont really have much close friends.. i think i developed a defense mechanism subconsciously that friends are essential but they come and go.. thats why im really not bothered by all these.. for a sec i would say that i feel weird hearing that from her but oh well, she's only human.. people change.. time may make us good friends again.. it may makes us stronger than before.. or it may not even help a little.. oh well..

friends out there.. its not that im pessimistic about this, its just that if it works then good.. if that someone changed then let it be.. you try to adapt whichever way possible to maintain that friendship but if it doenst work out.. hm.. oh well..

you will always make new friends and there will always be separation.. thats life i guess.. 

sometimes i wonder whether is it because of my family that made me G, but who am i to say.. i chose this path myself.. loving it still, so yea.. :)

friendship will never freeze in winter.. real friendship that is..