a familiar face...

i long to see a familiar face, a familiar face i see..
when i woke up, get out the bed, but all i see is me..

i walk the streets, the shops, the hills, the places that we went..
i think of you, i smell you scent and the tender touch of your hands..

and now im here, a far far place, and all i can do is dream...
of what will be, of you and me, if all these have not been...

i will move on, i cant go wrong, my future lies ahead...
for the life is mine, i will survive, the rest i can forget..

i dont know about you, but for me its true, i miss you you must agree,
for i long to see, a familiar face, a familiar face i see..

~ tuls, 2012 ~

appreciation...

terima kasih to those who wished me in the last blog post and also those who sent me whatsapp and text messages from across the world! :)

talk about appreciation, sometimes we only treasure and appreciate things when they are gone.. well.....maybe most of the time.. haha..

when im studying, i cant wait to work..... but now that im working, i start to appreciate studying and living a student's life..

final year of uni is coming to a start soon... and i will definitely try to make the most out of it knowing that its gonna be gone forever...



...

......oh yea..

selamat hari raya to all muslim kawans out there celebrating...

received a message from bubu on my birthday..

i really missed malaysian food... urgh... and all the open house that i will miss now that im here..

haha.. to be honest, its quite weird..

hopefully this two weeks will be the last two weeks of me working and thats it..

its like im kinda expecting it to come and was like preparing myself for it but its just... i dont know..

i really need a break before uni starts again..

its different..

maybe i will try getting a weekend job in the related field.. but most prolly not i think..

its so vague.. i feel like he is slowly disappearing from me...

oh well..

as much as i wanna preserve what we had before.. its just going away bit by bit... 

more work tomorrow...

but at least im going back to the branch i used to work.. stupid new place i went last week was horrible!! and i spent 1/3 of my birth day there.. stupid place.. urghhhh..



my life is so dull now...

i need something to brighten it up again...

although this year's birthday wasnt as boomz as last year but i least i still have friends who cared for me online :) lack of attention much but whatever la.. haha...

xoxo

i feel like eating nasi lemak sambal sotong... :(

im old...

so the birthday dah lepas.. :)

anyway i felt older cos memang la another digit has been added to the umur..

....

that aside.. about work...

at first the summer placement was contracted to last for 6 weeks but due to outstanding performance shortage of staff the placement was extended to 10 weeks.. and now i think its gonna be extended to 14 weeks liao/until uni starts(whichever later)... wah i write cibai macam sign contract due date bank stuff sial...

so basically im quite full time liao working..

that one actually still bearable but the thing i no likey is that, i was asked to "help out" another branch that was 40 mins bus distance away, ok fine, never mind, i took it as a challenge, accepted it and test out my diversity and versatility in adaptation, its been 2 days in the new area and i felt like i was a kuli, a slave, the place was so so so busy i never stop for a break while working apart from the lunch break i get and sumore missed the bus home on the first day cos i forgotten about the time and exceeded my working hours..

my back is aching due to the stupid low work desk, cant blame my tallness...

i hope its just for this week only cos i dont think i would wanna work there anymore.. the staffs are quite crap, a few of them.. but like what to do, i cant complain la.. im just a "helper"/unqualified student for now..

as long as i put up a good image so next year it would be easier to do stuffs and present myself to the boss/area manager etc la... and hopefully wont get such a crap area to work...

so tuls,

bertahan and sabar la ye.......

present from aussie!!

wohooooooooooo!!

i got another parcel and i think its from australia!! lol.. not sure yet but can lebih tau is who la since not many people know my address anyway.. haha..

was working half way and when i check my phone during lunchbreak there was a message from Hermes(transporting company i think) saying that there will be a parcel reaching shortly..

i was shocked and like... OK..... i was smiling then.. 

so anyway i called my friend which was at home to be alert if there is any bell or people knocking or what la kan, but the instant i call she told me there was a parcel for me liao at home!

hahahaha....

i cant wait to go home la when i heard that... lolllll...

when i got home, my smile was even wider...

buka jer the parcel... jeng jeng jeng...

its so boomz...

i will never buy that top la if its me but since i got it i will wear! muahahaha... its so not me kinda top but after trying it on i was like.. OK.. not bad not bad... hahahaha.... the fabric is just perfectly soft la.. :) and the shorts are just so boomz! wohooooooooo!!!

mum say: TULS, DONT BUY ANYMORE CLOTHES ARRRRRR!!

i think shes right la! hahahahaha...

yay...

im a happier boy today!!! :)

working is so sien...

ive got no life!

work everyday from 9 - 6.. come home, eat, online a lil then i will be tired to the max.. then i will sleep then the cycle repeats itself..

fridays and sundays i work at a chinese takeaway  from 6pm to 1am and monday will be like crazy tired...

im not work crazy..

haha..

but like i dont see the point of just wasting time at home over summer when i can really earn a lil kononnye to ease my family's burden on my tuition fees but thats not the whole point.. haha..

went to Newcastle yesterday and I had dim sum for the first time on my own.. the last time i had dim sum was when Mark and his QQ treated me in Birmingham..

the satisfaction of using your own money you earn and indulge in things is just overwhelming! haha... mind you dim sum in UK is super expensive!! 3 biji bao or any normal small bakul of dim sum cost you at least RM15! then i had sushi for dinner as well and also watched that overrated batman... ok la.. batman is just ok ok la... i still like my power power kinda movies eg x-men, transformers, those supernatural magic magic kidna movie la.. batman tak cukup ooomph!

anyway..

its back to the boring working till end of august!

i mean i do learn a lot from it and it will definitely benefit me next year in my practical exam but like.. haha..

i really is the very sien... grindr is shit.... gay bar/clubs are just too much a hassle cos i will need to travel 40 mins to it(well its kinda the same like msia) but the thing is i need to get the last metro home if i were to go cos ive got no car! haha.. oh well...

so much for wanting to be out there and socialize and all!

:)

have a good remaining sunday everyone!