Finally graduated and moved in!! :)

Thank you thank you semua!

Although i didnt get first class, it is still an honours degree.. lol.. sekadar cukup la kan..

everything is kinda falling into place bit by bit..

i moved everything to Keith's place on tuesday and now im in the midst of unpacking, unpacking is such a bitch, like seriously. i think i need another week. moreover he hasnt tidy up the place for my barang so i yang kena buat all, i have to clean the shelves to put my stuffs.. benci kan.. lol... now the living area and the study is full with my barangs.. like literally cannot walk like that.. hahahahaha...

graduation is in 2 weeks.. i cant wait to wear the robe and jalan jalan.. hahahaha.. looking at all those photos people ambik, its just another ceremony yang kena pakai formal nia kan.. im gonna sweat la in this heat of 15 degrees... urgh... lol.. masih nak complain i know... hahahahah...

visa is in the making so ok la... im officially starting work in August!! thats another anticipation :)

now im officially a fulltime maid. no more in the making. memang made maid! lol..

anyone wants to lend a hand?

xoxo

what if i broke up with Keith..

im in the midst of moving into Keith's place, everything will be fully shifted by the weekend.. in fact he is going over to my place in an hours time to bring the remaining stuffs over...

im gonna be the official housewife in a few more days, my lease ends end of the month.. haha..

as the saying goes, a woman's work is never done!.. i dont know how la am i gonna cope with maintaining the penjagaan rumah and all..

im quite a cincai person edi, he is more cincai than me, so macam make me have to buck up on tidiness etc...

one evening when i was having dinner with one of my housemates...

ei, so when are you moving over to Keith's?

erm.. i moving slowly la every week...

mm... ei, ask you question arr, im not saying anything la, but arr, but la, listen arr, BUT, what if you and him suddenly half way tak jadi ke ape ape... then how?

hm........................ ......... what if only la kan................ ei, actually kan, now that you say kan, only i realize, that i never thought of this before..

-.-

what?!?! hahahahaha... memang la, tak la think so much.....

i know la she as a friend is just concern... but maybe she doesnt know about me and keith also la, and also maybe she knows i always keluar main main sebelum keith..

but... like honestly, i never thought about it before..

but i think there isnt anything to worry or think about since we wont be quarreling.....i hope.

hahahahaahah...

kan kan?

wah, just imagine half way apapa,... how to move again, laugh die me...

but nah... not gonna think about it..

keith is a noob...

when it comes to music, you can say keith is the noobiest.. but he wont back down, he will die die also pretend he knows the song..

sunday when he was sending me home after dinner with his friends, Kelly Clarkson's my life wont suck without you was playing and he was quite excited...

i know i know this song!!!

who's this?

............... PINK!!

-.-

WHAT??

-.-

its kelly clarkson!

who?

-.- nevermind....

how would i know right....

-.-

then the next song came up.. it was adele's rolling in the deep...

hehe.. how bout this?

this of course i know!!

who?

..........*after 5 seconds*.................. Rihanna....

-.-

.......WHAT?.............

-.- its Adele....

*pop up eye big big*.........................*embarrassed*...........

-.- youre a disgrace to your country.....

*speechless*

after that lady gaga's poker face was on...

dont tell me you dont know this!

of course i know!!!!

if you dont know this i will jump down from somewhere...

wait!! i know!!!

come on!!!

this one she has got like her hair... like... you know.. the hair...

i know... -.- .... everyone has hair except you.... and yes her hair is funky everytime.... who is she....?!

zaza or something....

-.- *jaw drop*

its gaga...

see, im still correct, just an alphabet different...

*face palm*

hey, i know bruno mars ok!!

-.- thats all you know........... -.-

uncurable disease... laugh die me ....

dildo by the sink...

so i went to Keith's one afternoon by myself and he was still at work..

as usual, i reach there and the kitchen was filled with all the unwashed dishes, typical angmo.. so takpe la, i clear up everything then i went up for a shower..

cos shower run by gas need to let the water to run for about a minute before it gets warm.. after turning on the tap i look right and saw the vibrating dildo in the sink..

and i look nearer i saw that its used, dont ask me what i saw but i was like laughing my ass off there!!

so after shower i terus whatsapp him...

oi mister! how are you feeling today?

busy. its a beautiful day isnt it? work work work...

sun too glaring, i dont like...

lol.. go out for a walk!

well i did, i walk all the way to your place..

??

why is the dildo in the sink??

.................well, i was horny this morning and i had a wank...

you forgot to clean and put it back.. hehehe.......

well... how would i know, i didnt know you were coming...

oh, dont worry about it, no sex tonight ok since youre emptied!

youre mean!!!! so mean!!

:p

you think we did it that night or not? hehe...lol

now my babys dancing, but hes dancing with another man..

its been a rough week for me, haha.. lots of emotions here and there.. vulnerability enhanced significantly, and i still can laugh about it, cos its kinda over liao..

anyway..

Keith brought me go jalan jalan to clear my head and get some fresh air, its just like a 10 mins drive from his place to this field.

this field then led to a path like a mini boulevard like that and i was like asking is this path like a cruising ground for gays..

no!! this is where i grow up! howay man!!! (howay is like the local slang for come on!!)...

lol.. how would i know, this path is so dodgy and so narrow... will i get rape here?

*rolleyes*

so this narrow path brought us to another field and from far i saw some cute creatures that make me go wow!!

it was going to rain liao the weather but luckily it didnt.. just show face nia those clouds so benci..

at one point the horsies came to us cos i think they thought we are coming to feed them..

and its public ground by the way..

so anyone could go there but there was no one there that day and its just very peaceful...

on the way back, when Keith was sending me back home, bruno mars's when i was your man was playing and maybe cos of all the stirred emotions, i teared up thinking of bubu..

haha.. i know its silly... of course i look to the left so Keith wont notice..

but like...

its the cliche moment where the song sings the exact same situation that you are/were in and...

haha... oh well...

although it hurts, i'll be the first to say that i was wrong...i know im probably much too late, too apologize for my mistake, but i just want you to know..

i hope he buys you flowers..

i hope he holds your hands...

give you all his hours...

when he has the chance...

take you to every party cos i remember how much you love to dance...

do all the things i should have done...

when i was....

.......

oh well.. i still miss him...

a little.