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Friday, July 5, 2013

two guys kissing at the airport...

this happen in my dream one.. so i was virtually at the airport sending my friend off to Bermuda Triangle..

he was with his alltimeloverbutindenialduetocircumstances-boyfriend and before he left for the hot gates, they kissed...

15 years ago, if i were to see this.. i will go YERRRRRRRRRR O.O

10 years ago, if i were to see this.. i will go search for related porn to kill my curiosity..

5 years ago, if i were to see this.. i will go AIDS!!!!!!

now.. i go awwwwwwwwwww.....     :)

its quite different how things change with time, in life, experiences we acquire along the way and experiences we picked up could really transform a person.

like for example ignorant people will relate gay with AIDS. AIDS is step 100, being gay is step 1. we cant just jump to 100 and skip the rest in between. just like wanting a baby without having sex -.-

20 years ago AIDS would be step 3 or 4, but with advancement of the medical industry, AIDS cases are rarer and rarer now.

Back then, you will get a full blown effect of the disease and get AIDS in like what, 3 years? and then you will just die of a simple infection. With the meds now, you can live for over 20 years.

In uni, there was a lecture on HIV and there was a special acronym in it called MSM and when the lecture said that it was men who had sex with men, it was just hillarious in a way that they have such a thing. lol

So, few fun facts of HIV transmission for you guys

50% of the newly diagnoses HIV patient are MSM

if you are on HIV medication with full discipline, having unprotected sex is quite safe. lol. thats in my opinion la cos the number of virus in the blood is so low!!! 

you can live for more than 20 years if you are strict with your medications.

if you dont take your medications properly, in the long run, you will need to increase your tablets, in the UK, the highest number of tablets taken by one HIV patient is 26 tablets a day.. and you need to take it for life!!!

most of the awesome meds have ugly side effects, most of them could make you out of shape, some gives you nightmares!!

living with the disease is really very depressing like, so if you know anyone who has the disease, do not despise them. who are you to judge him or her. just dont have sex with them la!! why cannot be friends?

before i go..

if you know you have HIV and you have sex with someone who doesnt know you have it. that is wrong even if you wear condom!

if you curse someone especially me to have AIDS, you will rot on earth, and in hell!!

xoxo i love you guys..


  1. sometimes i wonder , how is dancerboy ?sometimes i wonder , why do u let go something that is so good ?

    i really feel that dancerboy was a great person . He was also very handsome . I hope to have a bf like him .

    i know probably u wanna bash me and all . But i feel that ur best was with dancer .

    and this keith stuff, well sorry .

    1. and please tell dancer that eventhough i will probably never meet him , but i would really fall for him if i had a bf like him

    2. hahahaha... ooi oh ooi..

      dont think you know the whole story/situation.. cant really blame you also la.. well, sometimes things just happens.. well, if got fate we will meet again, yes sometimes we control our own fates but sometimes it just runs out of hand...

      not even i know what is best for me la ooi, and you dont have to be sorry for what, if youre my friend, you'll understand and be happy for me as i will for you..

      hahahaaha.. good that you fall for dancerboy la, thru my blog, means i did a really great job in telling our story together :)

      and im not a gay basher.. dont be so negative, i've known you for almost 3 years already, and after so long, youre still kinda the same-ish..

      sometimes i wonder it myself too ooi, but things that i cant grasp is better off not thinking about it, like thinking whether will i die tomorrow or where will i go after i die kinda thing.. its just too scary and if we were to find out, how would we face it or prepare for it?

      the truth is, we cant. so, what we can do now is to live life to the fullest as it is and whatever comes or doesnt come then let it be..

      ooi, you take care ok.. and dont go hatin :)

  2. The term "gay" can be used to describe identity or behavior and thus is not sufficiently robust to include men that are involved with sex with other men, a behavior that bisexuals and curious straights also display to varying degrees - a behavior that increases the risk of sexually transmitted disease. thus the term MSM.

    But hahahha, I am sure you know that already.