Ups and Downs..

lets talk about the Ups ok...

Well, Im like totally over Frankie.. period.

well, it wont be easy if i havent met little Tom. :) hahahahahah.. suddenly another character came up! hahahaha.. its so so so  confusing for me too cos I realize there are lots of fake names that i came up with and I wont be surprise if I mixed one of them up with another... lol

anyway...

well, Little Tom and I are just going out as friends.. nothing more.. the fact that im not sure whether I'll be here permanently or not kinda decide the state of us now... moreover his ex(an asian) that needs to leave the country in January kinda got engage and getting married end of this month 2 months after breaking up with little Tom. so Tom has his own reservation on the whole relationship issue ..

haha..

but that aside, im kinda quite happy right now with what i have and what im going thru now...

Tom reminds me of bubu in a way, a little shorter than me, dark hair with a little dash of blondeness, slim, cute to me, huggable and just so... haha.. and still a virgin... oh my, friends say that im a virgin magnet.. i cant really help it la.. hahahaha...

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I moved in to this new place...

Keith's house used to be my room and now my room is my room and to fit Keith's house into my room is just impossible hahahaha.. so in a way my room is kinda cramped and feels like im a student all over again...

i have the whole house to myself most of the week as my landlord works away quite often but when he comes back, gosh, the state of the house is crazy, a mess, dirty and what not and i will be like the maid that cleans up after that...

remember reading or watching cinderella cleaning the floors with cloth and everything, i do that too, like the same, using cloth and tissue rubbing the bathroom and all.. haha.. but once the house is clean i got a sense of satisfaction :)

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Niey is in surgery as we speak, or maybe its been done but i havent heard from him...

i just hope it goes well this time round, its the brain that is been cut up...

i couldnt contain myself last night when we spoke before him going in...

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Xmas this year is in the mid of the week Wed and Thursday holiday and im fucking working Monday Tue and Friday.. kinda stupid and silly cos i cant take any holiday in december -.-

and being in the angmo cuntry, everything shuts on xmas day, all transportation system is down and all shopping malls etc.. basically its just a dead day...

so i think i will just rot and lay egg on xmas day...

landlord asked me to join him on xmas... e....... sounds dodgy, so i might think twice.. havent accept it yet.. so see how la...

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