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Wednesday, December 25, 2013

xmas at keith's..

Keith!!! rescue me!!!

mm...

my landlord wants to invite me to his mums for dinner! awkward!!! no.....

lol, i'll see you in an hour?

ok!!!

youre cooking!!

err... no problem!!!!

and so i packed all my chicken and mushrooooms and oyster sauce and king prawns, thought of making him kingprawn chicken in oyster sauce with mushroom cos i know its his favourite, i even brought along a tub of ice cream and bread just in case wanted some toast...

i brought my laptop and all my gadgets plus my toiletries... and also some homework cos i know keith will be heading to his mum's sometime for xmas dinner...

anyway..

so he came and fetched me back to his place..

so... what time you wanna eat?

well, after this when we get home..

ok!!! well, im making us oyster sauce kingprawn and chicken ok! with lots of mushrooooooms!! i know you love your mushroooms!!

you know i love my mushrooms but im going over to mothers for dinner later...

err... so?

well... i cant be having that then dinner...

why not?

cos it would be like a 4 course thing...

well, what about tonight then?

well... i will be toooo full then...

but... you said that im cooking?!

well breakfast..

-.- oh..... but i brought a kilo of chicken and 2 pounds worth of mushrooom!! 

WHAT!!!

how would i know?!?!?!

hahahahaha

so what you want to eat?

well, coffee and toast?

-.-



so we reach his place with 2 presents waiting for me.. aww... so sweet...

there was a card attached to it but i didnt read it... i put it aside and we hugged for a good 5 minutes...

he eyes were in tears...

that made me teared too...

he said he missed me so so much...

hm...

i do too but... ...as a friend now...

then..

in the midst of the hug he said the three words...

hm....

well i dont know how to comprehend or react i just kept hugging him and just stay put...





it was nice...

the feeling was good...

to hug someone you loved before...




i made us breakfast, the way he likes his toast, loads of butter with a thin layer of peanut butter, strong nescafe gold blend with half sugar and 2 coffeemate... hm... and we sat by the fire watching tele and enjoy breakfast...


we kinda kissed but could feel that i was avoiding the lips... and i think he get the signal but that didnt stop him from hugging me... after breakfast we hugged and cuddled for about an hour before he left to his mums...


i admit i have a hard on(which is rare) and he did too and we almost did it but i know it would hurt him too much if we did so we didnt...


while he was hugging me from behind..


so... have you met anyone lately? (i saw the box of condoms that he had when i first met him)

erm.. yea....

(acting shocked) what?!?!

well, you dumped me!!! 

hahahahahahaah... what!!!

so did you had sex?!!?

well.. sort of ....

what do you mean?

well, you know im shy....

urgh....

how tall is he?

well about... 5' 6?

gosh, you can lift that with one hand!! so turn off!!

lol.. youre evil!!

what!!!!

youre the tallest asian i met and to be honest i was quite intimidated by you!!

WHY?!?!?!?! I AM SO TAMED!!

but youre so big!! well, not big..... as in tall!

-.- i know mine is cute! fine! go away!!!




so... how old is he??

about 30..ish..

hm... cute?

well, not too bad...

urgh... good for you...

i miss you so much....





....are you gonna meet him again?

well, yea.....unless....

huh?

unless...(looking at me hinting)...

keithy, no unless....YES then i will meet him again...

-.-

(both laugh)



then he went to his mums after that....




i took a shower, i layout all my toiletries and my hairdryer on the table of my old changing room... it feels.... ... .....so nostalgic....

its been almost 2 months...



then i remembered the card,


i sat down on the long sofa and tug myself under the blanket in front of the fire and start reading the card...

it was only a short paragraph but i couldnt stop crying after that...

it goes like....


Dear Tuls,

Wish you every happiness and hope you find someone to share your life with. I guess I always knew we would be together for only a short time but I was always so happy with you there, Love you always..

even typing this make me cry...


yes...

yes i did love him a lot before...

but...

...

haha...

i dont know...

well, i know what i want but....



i just saw the card i gave him last week in front the fire place...



Keithy,

You know I love you and I will always do. Its been a very difference experience being with you, with the age difference and all but I never regretted knowing you and being with you. You were a great part of my life and will always be. You must never feel bad thinking that youre not good enough for someone. Wish you all the best Keithy. Merry Xmas. Love, me..



Anyway I'm sat at the same position, watching Peter Pan while typing this.. its almost 1pm now.. its a cold day today... but the fire is keeping me warm...

Merry Xmas everyone...



3 comments:

  1. I thought you got a thing for you hot landlord one. How come?

    You and Keith very the sweet la. My screen now bersemut-semai liao. XD Merry Christmas ;)

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  2. by reading this i got a toothache.. because its too sweet .

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