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Friday, December 5, 2014

How Carter and I met... Part 1

Well, what do you think? We met online, he said he was a reader of my blog. I think he commented once in my blog and then I replied, and i kinda click on his google profile and saw his contact or something and we started chatting. I have the goldfishies memory in mankind history so pardon me Carter if any of these were a little off. lol.

So we started talking through... .wait a minute, we started talking on facebook first, then from facebook we moved to imessage, then eventually we facetime. I was in the UK when we first contacted each other, so in a way our friendship was kinda virtual based. He said he has been following my blog since like forever, awwww, how sweet is that, i got a fan! lol.

we kinda connected on our first conversation then it just kick off. he was kinda seeing someone then and i was seeing Keith then too so we kinda both were attached in a way and wasnt available so it was a very mutual friendly kinda virtual friendship. i wanted to scroll up facebook chat to when we first started chatting but i dont think i can bear scrolling 130000 messages, thats too much,.. lol.. so... i will just have to squeeze my brain a little.. thats just facebook, it would be more on imessage, maybe twice the amount? gosh.. i cant imagine... lol

haha, we've always said that we will meet up when im back and when he is back, he was all over the world because of his job and he was never kinda stationary at one place. but it felt like forever for us to meet, he did plan to come to the UK before if im not mistaken but... it never happened for some particular reason.. cant remember why...

we talked almost everyday i think, and he would just ignore me during the weekends.. i always ask him why do you ignore me and his answer will always be: "cos you should spend time with Keith..", or whoever that i was with then, haha, even as friends he was so selfless, i mean it was really nice talking to him and vice versa, i think if im not mistaken we were talking while he was having sex at one point too, i cant imagine how did he juggle with that.. or maybe im just imagining things up.. but anyway..

we facetime whenever we could, i will always be half naked and for some reason his line will always be bad and 50% of the time i will only see a black screen.. lol..

we were online friends for nearly 2 years before im back to malaysia. throughout the 2 years we kinda talked about everything, ive never hidden anything from him before knowing that there isnt anything to lose if it happens assuming that he will always be a virtual friend anyway, haha.. so he had since seen the worse side of me, my bad habits, how i cook, how messy my room is, how i dig my nose, how i scratch my ass, how i fart etc... i shall not go on, lol, he hasnt seen me naked tho(then) lol, nor i have him. so yea haha...

ive never come to a part where i was even thinking that this friendship would develop further than it already has cos i know that he has attachments with "people" then.. and i was with Keith, and then little Tom and then the belgian guy and then the black guy so my life was kinda full house then too..

so after i came back to Malaysia, Carter has this crazy idea of meeting up, i wasn't really sure about it but he said he was coming down tomorrow and asked if i was free and i said yes and then he just did.. it was so spontaneous. i say came down cos he was from up north. lol..

anyway, he said he booked a few nights in KL and asked me whether i wanna go sleepover and we could catch up and I was like thinking to myself, why not?, ive got nothing to lose, im single and available, ive got no attachments, so nothing could go wrong anyway, and he said that there is another friend that would be joining us and so i thought wow, 3some sleepoever... lol...

so he came the next day and we meet for the first time, we meet after 2 years of chatting online, i was excited but for some reason i dont really feel nervous. not to say dream come true but like youve been talking to someone for so long and youve connected so deeply and for so long and you finally get to meet that person, it was really important to me..

ive connected with Carter at so many levels throughout this 2 years, levels that sometimes i didnt even know exist... it was nice, it was soothing, it was comforting, the feeling was great, connecting with Carter is like how your asshole would feel after having a dump, its just so relaxing and .... just... wow.. ok maybe my metaphor is a bit disgusting but the point is there...

so meeting Carter is like the next big thing to do..

we hung out, we ate, we talked, we reconnected, we sleepover. This trip, no hankypanky happen for some reason. My slut mode was switched on, it wasnt really all sexual with Carter, maybe cos of how long weve known each other for, I just dont have the urge to sex him up, not like he did anything at all during that trip and on those few nights we were together...

oh yea, the 3rd person came and join us during the day but not the sleepover, hence we have the whole place to ourselves, but nevertheless, we behaved, so much so that i dont believe it was me, cos i will never be this good of a boy with a stranger, lol, the thing is he isnt any stranger in my mind although physically he is very much.

...to be continued...