hey bubu, havent seen you for a week, miss you so much la...
*hug*
yalah.. only for a week only wor.. later 2 years how?
hm.. we will see how la..
i dowan us to break up la..
huh?
later have to re-introduce my new bf to the whole family, get to know him all over again.. very time consuming noe..
*faints*
he was joking the other day but it somehow ignite some thoughts about LDR again...
recently bubu just came back from australia, and he was like saying that he love the place very much, love the people, and above all, the weather, cos its winter there, its like a 24 hours air con for him.. haha.. i never experienced winter before.. nor i have a passport to even step out of malaysia.. oh well.. UK will be the first.. haha.. one more year.. yeah..
and so.. he went there to check out the uni cos he might be doing his masters in aus.. see.. anyway, we will be in a LDR, its a matter of time and who is the one going.. hm.. it will be at least 3 years..
bubu even said that he wants to settle down there in melbourne in the future and ask me to come along.. the thing is i would love to go to australia i guess, but if i were to able to work in UK after graduating, i dont think i will come back anytime soon.. its not that im being selfish or anything.. i have always wanted to do this, going overseas and earn a fortune(maybe not) and shit.. bubu also have the option to go UK and do his masters but he said that its too costly as compared to aus and he has no one there unlike aus, where all his friends and relatives are there as well(mini malaysia kinda shit)..
thats kinda true in a way, lets say if he were to come to UK, it will be definitely in London which is like 3 hours from my town.. its still a long distance kinda shit but not that far la as compared to Malaysia.. and there in London, everything is expensive if you were to convert dollar to dollar and he has no one there(other than me).. no nothing.. start from scratch if he goes there.. so maybe aus is a better place for him to go i guess..
after graduating, if i were to go to aus and work, i need to take another Law exam i think, cos the health care is different between the 2 so the laws are the main concern for both, and also the practice.. hm.. troublesome much.. immigration will be stricter after this as well.. more and more obstacles are coming my way if i were to go to aus and work..
in that 3 years there in UK, bubu say he will be coming over to see me as i told him that i wont be going back to msia cos it cost alot i guess(not sure).. but how frequent can he come over? its a 13 hours flight.. he will have to stay with me in my hostel to save up, cramp with my roommate maybe.. haha.. come once a season? 4 times a year that is.. he is not filthy rich or anything.. hm.. just another boy struggling through his 20s trying to finish his studies and earn a living after that..
gosh..
TULS...
dont think anymore ok..
actually all these are just excessive.. theres nothing to worry about cos we never know what the future holds for us but just felt like pouring out.. :(
don't worry too much, for now just go with the flow and try your best. It will be fine for both of you ~~
ReplyDeleteteared reading this.
ReplyDeletei've been accepting the fact that choosing to let go of being together because the one half is in UK, the other in aussie. i've been told to accept the fact that we're better off.
maybe we are, maybe i really am better off, but you and bubu've got the chance to live it out long enough to want to survive the LDR, instead of accepting the fact that love is not enough and that you need to move on from somethings because it is better that way.
my bf once told me his intention to do further studies as far as australia. i told him i will grant his wish but we have to break up for that. i cant hold up an ldr as far as that XD
ReplyDelete[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot
to break up so that one can go further his studies.. i dont know who is more selfish.. the one who stay back, or the one who goes to study..
ReplyDeletebut, from experience, i can tell you, a LDR is really not easy to maintain.. you can see from how William and KH coping.. they are much better off than me when I myself was in a KL-Singapore distance.. that only 300km... lets not even think of your 15,000km London-Aust...
Anyway... all I want to say is, deal with it when the time comes.. it's really no point to think about how to handle the situation now.. que sera sera... make do with whatever that comes along that time, and if you two felt that you both can live with it WITHOUT cheating or fooling around (I am neither in favor of both of you in this dept), then by all means maintain it.. but if until that time, it's much better to cool off and go seperate ways because the missing might become too unbearable, then perhaps its better to just part ways...
only deal with it when it comes, not now..
No point and no need to think and decide anything by now...just leave it naturally....many things occur in our life. Wish you both good luck.
ReplyDeleteowh this reminds me of KT Tunstall's 'Other Side Of The World'.
ReplyDeletesometimes i tear listening to this song even though i've never been in a LDR b4 :(
@sky ~ thats my line.. go with the flow.. hm.. alright..
ReplyDelete@kayson ~ sorry again.. we will try our best.. hopefully everything works out then..
@ultraman ~ *shut eyes tight* :(
@takashi erichiro ~ thank you very muchy.. both are not selfish in this case..
@skysky ~ thanks.. everything comes naturally ei...
@J-boy ~ yeah i know that song.. so nice and soothing.. dont think about the lyrics so much the next time then..