i told myself not to cry..
it was easier said then done..
dint feel anything much at first..
i was perfectly fine..
it was harder for him i think..
going to the places we went before..
doing things we did before but now without me..
of course its gonna be harder for him than i..
he gave me his shirt that i always wear over at his place and sprayed the shirt with his perfume all over and i am still keeping it wrapped tightly, smelling it everyday.. as though he is near..
i tear up a lil last night..
it was colder than the other nights..
i miss your warm hug...
i miss you alot..