t u l s

t u l s

Thursday, September 8, 2011

i miss you...

i thought i was strong..

i told myself not to cry..

it was easier said then done..

dint feel anything much at first..

i was perfectly fine..

it was harder for him i think..

going to the places we went before..

doing things we did before but now without me..

of course its gonna be harder for him than i..

he gave me his shirt that i always wear over at his place and sprayed the shirt with his perfume all over and i am still keeping it wrapped tightly, smelling it everyday.. as though he is near..

i tear up a lil last night..

it was colder than the other nights..

not even masturbation kept me warm..



i miss your warm hug...

i miss you alot..


11 comments:

  1. hey boy! be tough! we all know it's difficult. Brainy gives me his jacket that he wears when he goes back to his kampung durian too!

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  2. be strong bro...
    i done that before and i knew u can do it too...

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  3. add oil tuls! you can do it!!! :)

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  4. Be Strong tulsie...my previous experience more worst than you,cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan and dekat di mata,jauh di hati:(

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  5. "he gave me his shirt that i always wear over at his place and sprayed the shirt with his perfume all over and i am still keeping it wrapped tightly, smelling it everyday.. as though he is near.."

    this line is so real and full of feeling. u can do it....

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  6. Don't worry Tuls you'll be back in his arms before you know it, a year passes very quickly and you have friends there if you ever get too lonely k? :)

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  7. stay strong tuls! Try to keep yourself occupied!
    but i know i wont understand how you feel...
    Well, it takes time to get yourself adapted. Don't worry, as long as you keep your mind stern, nothing can beat you down!!!!
    jia you!

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  8. Tuls! You can do it! Focus, boy, focus!

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  9. thank you everyone.. i can do it de! :)

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