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Tuesday, September 25, 2012

a humble start...

im drinking a cup of old town hazelnut 3 in 1 coffee munching on tesco value white chocolate bar while typing this as emeli sande's read all about it is playing in the background...

the past week was crazy and i cant imagine that in such short span of time so many things happened..

im really overwhelmed by the whole situation..

now that im thinking back on what took place over sips of fragrant coffee and soothing music, i cant really hold back tailed pearls that trails down my cheeks..lol.. too fancy for my standards liao..


but seriously..

its so so so not easy to put oneself up there on the spotlight of seeking help, you will have to brace yourself for rejections, for opinions(negative or positive)....

i never felt so vulnerable in my life... my heart and soul was at its most fragile state...



im really fortunate to have so so so many people that offered a helping hand... *hands rubbing chest while exhaling deeply*

....


was drenched walking to uni today and.. as i sat down in that lecture theater, the soggy soaked feeling did not affect me at all...

i looked around...

took a deep breath and felt the most uplifting spirit to start this new and final year of uni..

i felt so "guai"(good boy) kinda feel all of a sudden but i think its only temporary nia cos its not my nature.. haha.. im more of a "siao"(crazy) kinda person.. haha...

but yea, its definitely a different beginning..

inception of the last year in uni...



16 comments:

  1. I did tell u people care, right =)

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  2. to a great beginning .. cheers :)

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    1. i only drink soft drinks, so cheers!! lolllll

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  3. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger! You survived this ordeal, and will continue to do so in the future..

    But I hope your final year goes smooth sailing from now! All the best k :)
    <3

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  4. Ain't that bad to be a guai guai zai. Try it and you might just fall in love becoming one (:
    Glad things went it... I did say it will, right? (;

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    1. haha.. :) guai zai i am.. but only if we are not close! :)

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  5. The final year, make the best out of it !

    :)

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    1. i dont like the word cheers.. lolll..

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  7. hey tuls, we are both happy for you. rawr! Hope to talk to u soon also XD

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    1. hahahaha.. now youre replying as a couple.. damn boomz.. *hugs* i miss you both..., i mean you. i saw him the other day liao.. lolll

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  8. What doesn't kill you better run away, and fast.... >.<

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