i cried....

after few months...

it came down again..

haha.. the last time was cos of keith...

i feel like im some intermittent crying machine now.. lol ...



tomorrow marks the start of my first ever holiday after working since august..

i think all those bottled emotions were kinda let out when Bear said that he is gonna pick me up and bring me go makan...

haha...

i feel like i havent seen any familiar faces for so long liao and so its like withdrawal...

i cried for joy in a way...


but also..



kinda talked to my big boss today and asked him about future jobs within the company and he said that there are currently no positions available...

well i kinda expect that already...

i dont know la...

sometimes i feel like giving up and just go home.. but.... little Tom......

tuls o tuls......


why stress so much..

hm....

i hope this week will kinda ease my mood out for me la...

cant wait to meeeeet Bear !! lalalalala...