Birmingham here i datang...

yalor..

today's picnic was ok la... the sun was high up shining brightly and its around 15 degrees like that so not that bad lucky got wind if not sure burn die me...

some pics look quite fake but its actually real haha... starting of spring also quite nice liao i wonder the mid of spring, hows it gonna be.. hahaha.. cant wait!!!

anyway...

see you when im back blog blog! muacks...

xoxo

spring boy...

since spring is also equals to summer and less clothes and what not so there will be hotties everywhere..

there i go to class with my camera and hehe....

dapat jugak ambik ....

its limited edition ok so dont pester me for more.. hahahaha...

can i like just hug him and dont let go arr?

hahahahaha...

im so in need of a hug now....

oh well...

spring is here kan... so flowers are blooming out from the rumputs...

im going for a picnic tomorrow sempena last day of the sem before heading off to birmingham! hehe..

it will be more sun, more tan, sandwiches, and hot guys! loll... for me la...

haha..

anyway the test today was o-some!! thanks for everyone that berJIA-YOU for me!! you guys boomz!

later!!

xoxo

daylight/daytime saving no more!

as of semalam.. malaysia and UK is back to 7 hours difference instead of 8 hours and now malam malam pun around 7pm masih amat brights! dah la barujer start spring tak habis satu minggu! i wonder how bad summer is?.... 10pm still ada matahari? lollllll...

anyway...

having said that... means that spring is finally here and the flowers really bloom lor kat atas lantai rumput semua kecik kecik warna yellow sudah bloomz keluar secara berlebihans...

and then siao one!

the temperature at night can be as cold as 2 degrees but noon it could be as high as 20.. i think i will die in summer...

so the pandai me today... i went to Argos aka Giant Malaysia(lebih kureng) and beli a fan! hahahahaha...

im sweating like today, siao one... summer will be worst so i beli while its still murah(not that murah pun...)...

anyway.. i got a test coming up wednesday.. all the best to me k! muacks!! :)

i need a getaway trip...

i woke up at 2pm, my phone was dead so i dint know the time... it was so hot my room that i thought the heater was on but when i touch it the metal it was cold and i on my phone and tengok....boomz!! its the worst temperature ever!! last night was freaking 2 degrees and now its 20? wtfish!! if start of spring also so teruk edi i dont know what to expect from summer man...

March is seriously eating me up..

well..

i cant really let him do so...

Boa cant really do this to me ok.. (its one of her songs, Eat You Up, just random nia)

so...

im gonna end March with a getaway.. and start April fresh and new preparing myself to face Finals in May!! :)

cant wait for Birminghammmmmmmmm!!

hahaha...

actually its not the place im interested in...

its the people im gonna meet.. :)

xoxo

the demon left the building...

no point crying over spilt milk...

dont know whether used correctly in this context or not..

its not something i can control anyway...

if you needed some space you should tell me in advance...

at first you say you wanted me there to help you get thru it and so i tried my best and now you want space..

hm..

either way pun its gonna be tough...

im gonna just lay low and away for now i guess..

still got 2 more assignments to finish and a test to end this month...

cant wait for april...

i need some quality sleeping time and also to revise all the cb things since last year...

on another note.. SNSD came to perform kat KLCC or somewhere there la and omgosh why now!!!!!!!

i was so frustrated when i saw the news and i was like wtf...

just because i saw SuperJunior and Wondergirls, doesnt mean that you can just do this to me!!! grrrrrrrrr... benci!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha...

anyway...

im feeling better liao...

i need to wank then sleep...

my thighs are cramping... and my stomach growling...

seasons changing..

a big pimple/zit whatever thing you call it is coming up like a volcano on my forehead... no nanah or anything la its the second day liao and its super super painful and swollen...

why this time?!?!?!

ish... benci...

im moodless at times... then moody jugak...

period mehhhhhh...

gosh....

....
...
..........
.....

.............
......

humans change with time..

i changed..

whether its a good change or a bad change i will still somehow be different..

you changed too i guess..

i see the old friend has came back and visit huh...

hope youre having fun over there..

i became the demon i hate...

people come and talk about problems they encounter... some, their feelings were cheated.. some, its a one sided love, some they are just a substitute fell into a rebound relationship...

never thought that i will end up on that sorta situation...

im in no position to give any advice anymore, ... at least for now..

*** *** ***

i feel like such a bad person...

i know it hurt you real bad but.. i just cant do anything...

i hope that it will all go away but i know its not possible..

at least not for this short span of time..

whenever i wanna talk to you, you just avoid...

i know its not easy ...

i know deep down youre screaming your lungs out...

it made me feel even worse...

i never intend to hurt anyone..

not like this...

me letting it go, thats the least i could do.. its killing me inside but i cant... i dont know what to do..

i see you suffering makes me feel so so so helpless..

i dont want to give you any false hope by being there for you all the time...

............

you were playing this song in repeat...

i cry every time i listen to this song...

...

if youre reading this...

exams coming soon...

just pull yourself together you and I and finish this term ok..

....

dear blog..

i shall leave you for awhile...

i will be back soon...

biarkan...

sometimes there are questions that are unanswerable...

for example: where do go after we die?

heaven? hell? do they even exist?

sometimes its scary to even try to go there so lets just not go there....

sometimes things around us too that raise questions like that...

why is he treating me like this?

sometimes there is no definite answer...

you wont know... he sometimes dont know.. maybe its his character.. maybe he has personal issues.. maybe he is jealous?..


so if there are questions that are answerable............ we just biarkan...

i like to biarkan a lot of stuffs...

things that are too complicated, i will just biarkan..

sometimes biarkan is a good thing..

but too much of biarkan people might think that you are shallow and dont go deep enough.. not proactive no initiative to handle the stress properly..

so what do you do then?

if you really care about what they say then you try to do it or fix it lor...

if you are a carefree person then you biarkan...

some people take things too seriously.. they say biarkan but after 5 seconds the thought comes back and haunt them..

well.. those people cannot be help de la..

biarkan wont work..

well im not that kinda person la...

random boomz!

xoxo

tuls

dream-javu

i had this dream last night, it was so teruk and i felt like i had it before and yes.. after that dream i remembered the dream that i had a few nights back...

it was the same location but different events..

the purple area was a compound surrounded by fences from the dinosaurs to our right and lions to our left... and the middle part of the compound are just solid wall...

the dream few days ago was the dinosaur too hungry and trying crashing thru the fence to get us but tak jadi...

todays dream was the lion jumped into our compound... he chased and jump against me, my brother ran behind me away from me...

i was holding a hammer but i try to swing at it but tak jadi.. it jumped over me and chased my brother instead...

my brother had no where to run but suddenly the fence werent there anymore.. my brother jumped into the lion's compound and ran for his life.. he was carrying a school bag i think..

while i took the hammer and ran towards him i saw the lion caught up on him but it was quite far...

i saw the bag flew up in the air and i ran as quick as i could towards him, i was struggling... and then i woke up...

i had 9 hours of sleep but i woke up feeling like i did not sleep at all.. my eyes were so heavy..

i dont know the ending..

i hate this dream..

no more next time!!!

sorry for ignoring...

haha..

been super duper busy since march started and somehow just realize that there are so many facebook messages un-replied..

for those yang terlibat please ampun me so sorry! hahahah...

dint mean to ignore...

im gonna stock up on instant pizzas soon although i dont really like pizzas.. hahaha...

sometimes i feel like i got no time to cook pun! haha...

pushups!

yay...

i got myself a new achievement!

hehe...

it might be a small matter to some of you but for me its still a new one la...

i manage to do 50 pushups at a go!

wohooooooooo...

usually 25 30 i will max out and die but now after weeks of doing it i finally mencapainyer!!

so...

next target will be 60 and then keep increasing la!! although i dont think its necessary but at least its something i can be proud of! lol.. at least to myself! haha...

what was your longest streak, anyone?

im craving for malaysian food omgoshhh...

so yesterday after tasting japanese food after ages i was like omgosh...

cannot tahan...

everything all the food in malaysia all secara langsung memuntah ke arah me!

penang pop-ed out on my face!

singapore boomz to me too...

thai food omgosh...

i miss my pad thai, my tom yam gooooooooooong! nasi kandar, roti telur bawang, cheese garlic nan, papadam, honey chicken, pork noodles, claypot chicken rice, bak kut teh, dim sum, seafood omgoshhhhhhhhh!! mamak la mostly and also all the cheap food in malaysia! mainly not cos of cheap food.. mainly cos of the environment and the variety omgosh.........

so many food i wanna eat if i go back...

hahahaha...

here i eat fish and chips till i dowana eat liao... unlike chicken rice i can eat everyday also wont muak omgosh! :)

presenting RM50 bento box..

well it wasnt filling la but good enough lor.. i kept my stomach for cake after that so can say acceptable la.. lol..

and hor the green tea is freaking RM8.. lolllll....

if its sushi king freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee one ma... ishhhhhh

i want malaysian food!!!!!!!!!!! here karipap one biji is RM2.5 leh....

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!

someone just kill me please...

btw im so lifeless now..

no energy..

i will be sleeping for 12 hours later...

good night world! (i damn hate those people who write <==== kinda statement on facebook one but i wanna try writing it here to irritate myself! lol... sounds so sohaily childish! hahahahahahahahah)

but ok la.. at least my self esteem terboost UPS sikit liao cos of the couple... gosh i want the chinese guy laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. sei lor my hamsapness terkeluar secara rasmi liao....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgggggggggggggggggggg... dry dry!!!!!!!

xoxo

tuls

i was the eye candy?

hehe..

its good to go town at night..

at least can get to test market! lolllllll

so i was at this sushi joint celebrating a friend's bday and boomz..

was sitting with my friends that i out myself to liao de two bffs so... sitting in front of us like 5 meters away was this angmo chinese gay couple...

my friend nudge me: ei, keep staring at you la...

then i was like: really arr... *look at them*... oh..mai...gosh... yala...

ei.. the chinese dude not bad arr...

wah... the ang mo is so my type la...

ok ok.. dont stare dont stare....

but at that moment my heartbeat beating liao and i feel hot liao as though ada orang sedang memerasan me! lol...

i was like keep having thoughts of threesomes and stuffs and omgosh tak tahan!!

ei.. i scared la...

what?!

like threesome and all...

what the fuck........ they dint ever ask you for it...

i know.. but....

i dont know la... i ada je feeling that they will ask for it.. lol like those you see in the movies or porn... lol...

but it was nice la.. i seldom go out to newcastle and explore..

and this is just a coincident anyway...

im too dry liao till my mind is super imaginative la...

i forgotten how is it like to get fucked liao...

urghhhh....

this pic was taken teramat sangat cepat so cannot really see cos blur...

oh well....

the chinese guy is super muscular his arms can like lie there and sleep with him...

the ang mo is not my type la sorry... feel like the ang mo is the kebawahan oni....

haha...

 

xoxo

tuls

Young and Cute: Shades

i just found a powerful YOUNG AND CUTE tool! :)

if your eyes makes you look old and fugly or any words that describe the opposite of young and cute and you still insist yourself being one then get a pair of shades today! :)

i was so so so mesmerizeD by this guy wearing shades posing with my darling young and cute super boomz friend on facebook and the second i click his profile pic omgoshhhh...

KESIMPULANNYER, i feel like YES, SHADES IS MEMANG A POWERFUL ACCESSORY and a good investment if you ARE really CMI!! :) CMI = cannot make it

sorry this post quite superficial LALALALALALALA....

xoxo

tuls

normal vs weird

i realize that i hold my fork and spoon like how someone would hold a PS controller or how a witch would hold her wand....

well, i never regard it as weird...

i dont even realize not until a friend ask me about it...

ei tuls, why you hold spoon fork so funny one...

*look at myself holding*... funny meh?

yalah.. people usually hold it like this one ma... *showing his way*....

er... im not people ma... ... ... .... and who says my way is wrong, you think yours correct meh?

lol...

i feel perfectly fine and comfortable holding that way, i love to chew with my mouth open and i burp without covering most of the time..

sometimes things that you do you wont realize its weird cos youre so used to it.. but it maybe not to others...

but will you change for the "better" ??

wait a minute....

who says that your way of doing stuffs is not the best way?

haha..

no one knows...

as long as its against the norm then its weird?

lol...

how you know that my way is not the norm?

xoxo

tuls

how much egg-yo are you?

aegyo in korean means KIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIUT!

i know im damn aegyo...

anyway today is not about cuteness..

its the real aeg... i mean EGG! lol...

since young i was trained to eat 2 half boiled eggs daily before going school... early morning before going school surely will gulp down a cup of milo, 2 half boiled eggs and maybe toast or baked beans..

haha...

up till now i still do that...

sometimes i miss my eggs la but average i do makan 2 biji sehari...

some people look at me like i'm labelled HIGH CHOLESTEROL on my forehead like that...

but i feel perfectly healthy and my cholesterol levels are perfectly fine the last time i checked before flying over to UK...

oh well...

haha...

so...

are you an egg fan like me?

or you are the once a blue egg(moon) kinda guy?

xoxo

tuls

red jellyfish vs floating dragon...

one day after releasing my dragon into the whirlpool, i washed my hands and i went down to make my lunch la..

after eating and all i went back up to my room but realize the toilet was still smelly... so i thought its just the aftermath smell..

after sitting down in front of the com in my room i buka jer facebook then my housemate chat box pop out:

tuls, you got use toilet arr?

err... yea.. just now arr...

you dint flush la i think...

0.0 .................. sorry.... i go flush... *ran to the toilet go flush then cuci and all*

it was so embarrassing la omgoshhhhhhh!!!

nevermind la...

******the next day********

after using the toilet first thing in the morning i went to that housemate's room *knock knock*..

*open door* yea?

...ermmmmmmmm.... you...................... period arr?

huh?! why? 

err... got tissue.... got....

*run to toilet and flush*... *bu hao yi si kinda smile*...

apparently there was red jellyfish floating around as well when i use just now...

so............

DRAWWWWWWW!!!!!!

:)

xoxo

tuls

wolverine meowth attack!!

team rocket blast off with the c in e=mc2!!

meowth thats right! lolllllll....

that line to me is so epic and boomz la!!

anyway...

im a scratcher like meowth!

i was born with the ability to scratch not people but myself!!

even in malaysia i do self inflict scratches to myself whenever im asleep and when i wake up! boomz!

sakit oooooooooooooooooo!!!

the affected parts are usually my neck, the back where my hands can reach and the folding area of my arms...

its so teruk at times where it bleeds and ever since then i will always make sure my nails are short all the time!

i usually cut my nails once a week? but now i think every 2 or 3 days have to cut liao...

my neck is so rough now :(

how often do you cut your nails??

xoxo

tuls 

 

tall dark and handsome...

do you think opposites attract?

im getting darker these days i dont know why but now when i see tall dark and handsome kinda guys i will just be like: wah..... tall dark and handsome leh...

i wont be like having those wanna be with them kinda feeling, more like: ish i have new competitors kinda feeling! lolllllll....

like lets say im cute and there are so many other cute guys out there, more like they die die only can be as close friends and thats it.. if wanna be partner maybe i would like find some other more macho or manly face features punye laki, cos like i dont want my bf to be labelled cute as well!!

i mean...

maybe its just me la...

like in the relationship i dowana date myself kinda thing la... kan?....

lol...

feel so weird writing this down..

does it mean i want someone fair? lollllll....

i wonder......

i know most of you will go like: aiyah, whatever comes comes la....

but you would have a priority over one! :) hehe..

so whats yours? 

dark or fair?

dragon comes earlier...

usually the dragon will frequently go out from the dungeon into the whirlpool after lunch but these few days it decided to dive into the pool after breakfast..

this only indicates one thing...

i makan a lot...

from lunch push to morning liao...

actually last night also the dragon thought of coming out but it did a u turn back into the dungeon..

i never let the dragon out twice a day in my life before..

if that happens mean jeng jeng jeng...

im fat liao laaaaaaaaaaaa..... :(

sensitivity 3.24

been using a pan to cook since i got here..

its 6 months now..

so i thought of getting a wok to make cooking easier ma..

and so i bought one la..

standard nia the wok..

nothing fancy...

yesterday i went down and refill my water bottle, it was around 5 something pm and my 2 housemates were like preparing to cook dinner...

fine la later refill liao i went up lor back to my room..

after 30 mins i went back down to get some milk and they started cooking liao... as i turn from the fridge wanna walk out from the kitchen, boomz.. i saw my wok on the stove and in it was prawns and beans and stuffs and i was like that instant my heart dalaman api membara!

i cannot tahan...

i walk up to my room and write this post...

number 1, the wok is still new... i used it once only leh...

number 2, they tak tanya me before guna... if they would have just say one line pun i dont mind lending them the wok...

number 3, they memang banyak masalah before this so it just adds the frust...

then after 10 secs, after cooling down i think think think.... saying to myself: its ok, its just A WOK.... chill tuls, chilll.....

fine...

over liao...

so then i went down after an hour to make my dinner pulak and this time while half way making one of them came down with her empty bowls and plates asking me: what you cooking?

normal la... soup and stuffs..

owh........ .... .... oh yea hor, use wok to fried food memang more tasty arr...

*stare* wah... use wok got ask me or not? *jokingly smile but sarcastic at the same time*...

yerrrrrrrr... (she say it as though its ok to use it without asking)...

yes we are close to a certain extent but not that close pun...

and i also dont know why am i so emotional over the stupid wok...

i feel so childish all of a sudden like back to kindergarten like that.. hahahaha...

maybe its the withdrawal symptoms of the young and cute month la...

haih...

hahahahahahaha...

yay....

tuls childish side sudah surfaced! :) lol

xoxo

tuls 

i love you like theres no tomorrow?

sometimes words or statements we make are kinda ridiculous and corny and yet the people who are on the receiving end will be all blushing and feel all warm and fuzzy.. haha..

i love you like there is no tomorrow...

heard that line before?

haha...

it could be 50% true for certain people... some people 30% some 20%... and it all depends on where the two person is...

this only applies to couples who are in long distance relationships...

for example malaysia and UK, its like 8 hours apart... so there is a 33.33% chance that i can love him like there's no tomorrow cos my tomorrow is his today and his tomorrow is my day after tomorrow so...

yalor..

make sense right? hahahahaha...

this post was inspired by a reader who is in a long distance relationship, i wish him and everyone else that is on long distance relationships to be all well and all the best to you all la.. :)

treasure each other to the max la while you still can.. people like me cant do long distance.. hm... but if youre going strong then keep it up! :)

xoxo

tuls

always be my baby...

however big however old we turn out to be,

to our parents,

we are always still their baby... :)

true?

i may be 30 this year, but to them im still 3 years old...

tuls, remember to brush your teeth!!!

tuls, dont bite the spoon, later you "kghang tzhan(choke/gag)"!!!!

tuls, hands dirty dirty dont touch your face!!!!!!!

tuls, after come back from outside must go wash leggggg!!!!!!!

tuls, must change underwear arrrr dont lazy arrrrr!!

tuls, i know you dont like fruits but must try laaaaaaaaaaa!!!

tuls this tuls that! so noisy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha...

now all i can do is think of what would she say if i were to do all this and all that here.. and just smile.. haha...

i miss her.. remember i used to pull her bra strap so hard and release just to hear the "piak" sound and she would stare at me: TULS, OUTSIDE GOT LIKE THAT DO TO OTHER GIRLS OR NOT!!!!!!!! YOU BETTER DONT ARR I TELL YOU!!!!!! CHOP OFF YOUR HAND THEN YOU KNOW...!!

hahahaha...

i miss the nagging and all la...

mum is the best la and we will always be their baby! :)

xoxo

tuls

working towards becoming your ideal other half...?

for example, people who loves to give surprises tend to like to get surprise themselves?

agree?

looking at my own imaginative boyfriend criteria list, sometimes i wonder whether am i subconsciously becoming who i want to be with..

for example, i like guys with beafy chest and strong arms.. i subconsciously do pushups everyday(not really sedang membesar dengan mendadak la) and asyik jer senyum when my own tetek membesar and baju ketat when i wear em..

as though ada kemajuan in that field! :) hahahaha...

i know this one blogger who has like a fantasy to be with this french surfer with blue eyes and he really enroll himself into taking french lessons!!

haha...

are you like that as well? 

think again! think deep....

are you? lol

xoxo

tuls

y so HOT one!!!!!!!!!!!

well..

my armpits are bertakung-ing as im typing this..

like seriously why dint i thought of buying a fan?

maybe i should, soon....

anyway...

i used to really benci my kawans who came back from some cold temperate country and complain fucking hot in malaysia, sometimes feel like just slapping them so hard till their mum cant recognize them..

but now.. hehe..

i feel them...

hehe...

if i were to go back to malaysia...

please...

DONT SLAP ME! :)

hahaha...

the weather has been crazy lately..

its still considered as winter but there was this one day when it rises from 0 to 13 degrees and i think so many of us was sick then..

well, the young and cute I of course no problem but i just sweat like a cibai only lor...

haih...

just imagine malaysia... omgosh... from here 10 degrees then malaysia 30 degrees surely gone case la i mati kongkiaokiao! hahahahahaahahaha....

so..

in conclusion, I am a Winter person, dark gloomy and cold... Summer is my personality thats why can compliment with the season! LOLLLLLLL...

i will try not to complain in the future when im back in malaysia k! LOL

hectic and stress,

tuls

family vs career?

are you a home person or do you put career ahead of you?

to some, family is everything.. people can skype with their family members for hours everyday and i was like: wtf do you talk everyday?

they can get really attached at times and sometimes even like abandoning friends just to skype with them..

some of my friends was like saying: i will go home after graduating...

at first(6 months ago) i was like having that rolleye emotion...

but now to think of it... hm... (considering....)

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i was brought up differently.. money was everything for me..

basically no money no life kinda thing..

i was quite money minded then which is unavoidable cos of circumstances...

have to think of what can i do and what cant i do everyday..


ie. cut down anything that needs money.. so basically i will only do whats necessary and not something that i want...

food wise ive been sticking to white rice with any meat and vege so those "zak fan" or economical rice had been a staple meal for maybe all my life... haha... yup... all my life...

i never cook at home cos the kitchen never function properly so usually everyday will tapau..

luckily i love rice and i wont complain la.. im not that picky with malaysian food la..

the reason of not eating snacks, sweets etc are still partly cos of this..

i dont eat pizzas as well, to me its just bread with stuffs on it that i can make at home.. pizzas was quite expensive to eat out..

my clothes was always 1 or 2 size bigger so i can wear it for years and its actually quite comfy now to think of it.. the shirt sampai berlubang one so thin that any pressure on it can tear those kinda t shirts are so so so comfy to wear... lol...

to pass time luckily i still have something thats free.. my voice :)

seldom celebrate birthdays not till i was 16.. those mothers day fathers day parents birthday are just like any other day to me..

anyway...

when i heard of some job thing a friend was applying to do in holiday villa as those banquet waiter kinda thing, i went and apply too! i went sheraton instead! hahahaha... and so then onwards i started working la.. i was 16 then..

slowly slowly after SPM i started working fulltime.. earning like RM2000++ most of the months with commission can go up to 2.5K and then a different side of me surfaced...

haha...

i shall call it the generous phase la..

i started having fastfood everyday for lunch... things that i never indulge much i was starting to make it my staple meal.. McDs for lunch and KFC for dinner kinda thing.. hahah... 2K then for me was quite a lot la... little little things make me happy very much..

remember when i got my first pay i gave my immediate family everyone RM50.. lol.. dad, mum, bro, grandpa and grandma.. then i bought my mum a pair of gold earrings from poh kong.. now to think of it i miss my mum... hm..

haha..

i would belanja my kawans at times..

basically generous la..

then at that moment also i started my first relationship with my first ex and he was quite lucky la to be honest.. cos....................    nvm...

anyway...

that thought still stuck to me till now...

like, what will i do next, what can i do next... should i work overseas in the future? or work back in malaysia after graduating?

yes to me die die also money will be priority number 1, i can fight bermati-matian with whoever is against me saying that money is nothing.. those who are born in a rich family cannot say anything la.. that one is their luck la.. anyway...

6 months ago i was really like have that thought tattoo-ed in my brain: must work overseas but now think think think...

dowana make it corny saying home is where the heart is, we feel with our brain so heart is kinda too lame liao... anyway... wanna say like, maybe i would wanna return home...

hm...

money is everything but where does family stand?

sometimes i thought that i dont miss my mum but.. haha.. cant fool my brain la... distance proves everything...

haha...

im tearing while writing this pun...

dont know why tibe tibe wanna write about this pun...

oh well...

anyway...

what about you leh?

family first? or career? 

 

hectic and stress,

tuls 

March : Hectic and Stress month..

lol..

i know..

some of you may say: ei, hectic still got time to draw new header?

lol........

it took me only 5 minutes.. lol..

anyway..

i thought of doing a monthly header.. haha... and also a monthly poll related to the month.. so please vote to the top right! hihi! :)

but seriously.. this month is gonna be crazy...

oh well...

life goes on...

hectic and stress,
tuls