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t u l s

Monday, March 19, 2012

i became the demon i hate...

people come and talk about problems they encounter... some, their feelings were cheated.. some, its a one sided love, some they are just a substitute fell into a rebound relationship...

never thought that i will end up on that sorta situation...

im in no position to give any advice anymore, ... at least for now..

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i feel like such a bad person...

i know it hurt you real bad but.. i just cant do anything...

i hope that it will all go away but i know its not possible..

at least not for this short span of time..

whenever i wanna talk to you, you just avoid...

i know its not easy ...

i know deep down youre screaming your lungs out...

it made me feel even worse...

i never intend to hurt anyone..

not like this...

me letting it go, thats the least i could do.. its killing me inside but i cant... i dont know what to do..

i see you suffering makes me feel so so so helpless..

i dont want to give you any false hope by being there for you all the time...

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you were playing this song in repeat...


i cry every time i listen to this song...

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if youre reading this...

exams coming soon...

just pull yourself together you and I and finish this term ok..

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dear blog..

i shall leave you for awhile...

i will be back soon...