moved half of my stuffs...

i packed all day yesterday.. i lay 3 luggages, 3 hand luggages and 3 boxes by the hallway near the main entrance..

then this morning came...

i saw the cases...

i feel so troubled..

like I'm not sure what I'm doing kinda thing...

i took off, and left to the seafront to get some morning breeze...

it was 1 degree celcius with wind about 30mph..

the sun was sky high and bright like a diamond..

i feel so at peace standing at the edge of my worst nightmare.. the cliff..

demi lovato's warrior was playing on my iPod and the whole feeling is just good..

i walked home... went up to my laptop, searched for the taxi's number and key it onto my phone...

the dial button has like a thick transparent barrier preventing me from pushing it at that moment...

at last i took a deep breath and called..

moments later everything was in the cab and I'm off to my new place..

at least half of my stuffs are there in the new room now..

no turning back no more...

everything will be over once keith is home..

hm....