why am i crying so easily?

how should i put this...

its been an emotional 2 months..

people come and go from out lives just like that...

maybe I'm seeking attention..

maybe I'm getting the wrong ones.. entertaining them even though i know it does no good..

i just need someone to hug me so tight right now.. and i just wanna cry and cry until everything dries up and whispers that everything will be ok...

I've said this a million times, but i never seem to do it.. haha.. maybe deep down I'm too shy to show my true feelings, makes me feel vulnerable, this strong front is what keeps me going..

hm...

I'm tired...