never smiled this big...

what a way to start the second quarter of my life. thats if i ever lived to 100 years old age. haha. thanks for all the wishes and prayers everybody.

the updates on honeymoon will need to wait cos it aint ended yet.

what name should i give my baby this time round. lets call him Carter.

Carter.

i think i myself get all these alias mixed up at times. lol. too many to remember. Some of them present in my life for such short period of time that i dont even remember how do they look like already. lol.

anyway Carter and I have known each other since Valentines 2013. It such a coincidence now to think of it. We transitioned from just online buddies, to close friends, then to ex-friends, and now lovers.

We basically know each other inside out, no introduction was needed, i dont really need to hold back or give any first impression whatsoever. he knows me too well, and so do i him.

This is my first ever relationship that starts out as friends, the dating part was skipped and we just jumped straight into the relationship wagon.

i feel so comfortable around carter, i dont have to put up a front, my hand touching my tummy and he could tell whether im hungry or having a tummy ache! lol. ok maybe im not really using the right example but you know what i mean...

we always finish each others sentences and we always jinx each other. we've been best of friends for almost two years and i guess that made the whole relationship even more special.

we know each others deepest darkest secret even before we started this relationship and even with that we still could embrace each other to the fullest..

i told him its the right timing..

its really definitely the right timing..

and somehow me not getting a job in the UK for the time being makes everything possible. i was thinking if i was working right now i wouldnt even have chanced upon him.

i felt quite wasted that i didnt get to stay in the UK but im really glad that it happened that way cos if not, i wouldnt have been with Carter.

Carter and I will be meeting this weekend and we are gonna draft our future together! :)

I cant wait to see him once again.

Well its only been days but........Im going peanuts!!

I've never smiled this big when i realize how i felt for him last week, it was the biggest smile i had that i can think of cos even friends can see it through chats.. i just dont understand how.. lol.. i guess love has a funny way of expressing itself through words.. haha