is it all about sex?...

we were side by side in McDonalds chatting with random guys through online websites last night  from 9-1. its so ridiculously funny to think of it, where in the world can you find a gay couple doing things like this?!?! hah.. maybe it exists but we were doing it without realizing until 6am just now.. its like we are competing among ourselves to see who gets more views or more messages from various sites then boast to each other after that.. haha.. thats so lame.. and we can do that without feeling guilty and whatsoever.. its like damn omg.. 

not competing for customers but competing to get more "guys" hahahahahah

i admit that im the more aggresive one in the sense that i actually give my msn inviting them to talk to me, its not like i dont have enough friends or what but whats wrong with making with more friends right? 

*stare at each other*

b, you know right that we are flirting and talking to random guys online?

*smile* yeah i know.. its been hours already...

*smile* so pathetic right? hahahahah

i went out once with this one guy for dinner after bubu and i got together.. it was a friendly thing to do as it was my second time doing this, first was with bubu, anyways.. we went for dinner, after that just walked around the shopping mall for fun before going for desserts. We talked a lot along the way and somehow im not sure what happened out of a sudden he bit my shoulder!!?!? i was like err... i smiled and then just pretend to act normal and walk.. ok.. fine.. i know i was being a bit too friendly in a sense that makes people misjudge my real intentions..

so.. you wont go meet them wan hor?...

kin kor guai ng pa hak meh? (english direct translate seen ghost before not scared of the dark arr?)

how would i know, maybe you like leh?

i know bubu doesnt like me seeing other guys but at first i really thought it was a friendly thing like what bubu and i did on our first date. that worked out fine!! haha..

i know la you still blaming me for going out with that bit-shoulder guy right?

*rolleyes*

but really, i receive lots of request asking for sex over the net, are we gays all about sex? i used to be a TULS and i've went through the constant sex game for years. its enjoyable yes but sometimes its so stupid just to do it just to satisfy our lust or craving just to get worried in the end for stupid diseases.. haha.. if its unprotected then its even worse la..

sometimes they ask you out for a friendly date to watch movie or to the clubs but their final intention in also to get into your pants. so i dont see a point to meet people over the net if they request to unless.. unless.. emergency.. haha.. that to be discussed in future..

i promise you i wont meet these people no more ok...

you sure?

im doing it for myself and also you ok.. unless emergency la... 

what is emergency...??

um.. got la.. 

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but nola... if you know that their real intentions are really just to make friends then i dont mind you meeting them la..

huh? ok...

you must bring me along when you meet them ok?

haha.. ok.. i tell you what.. i will chat with them online first.. friends are made without any conditions right..? so after a period of time of chatting and talking we will actually know their intentions so meet after 2 3 months after chatting should be no problem one... and yes.. i will bring you along..

i love you b..

love you too..