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Thursday, November 15, 2012

ffk-ed...

just when you thought everything is working out fine, but when it comes to the real date, your date doesnt show up..

well that happened to me 2 days ago, i was supposed to go out for a dinner date with this dude but he never showed up..

well there are a lot of reasons why this happen and i keep coming up with excuses and all but i know, that things were never easy here anyway.. especially if youre dark asian and taller than the ang mos and bottom and too smart and too picky and too slutty and might need to leave the country if there are no jobs available for me..

yea when i told people about this and they will go: oh, its his loss or go like he is not worth your time or like you deserve better..

but like although its true to all those and its nice hearing things like that but deep down sometimes you really wonder why and when there is no explanation for this like in this case he just disappear without any notice and no contacts after that just irks me making me curious of why , like whats the reason behind..

so..

the thing is cos like i think i found like a good potential target kinda thing and i wont really wanna give up so easily despite people keep telling me to find other ones..

haha...

not easy to find someone whom you can talk to over a chat app for 7 hours straight and like there are so many common areas and interesting sexciting to discover between 2 souls and ... like..

i really need to know.. lol..

so you better come online fast and talk to me por favor........

messy buku! :)


18 comments:

  1. he stood u up? like after both agreed on a date? D=

    i thought tat scenario only happens in fairy tales now. @@

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    1. :( fairy tales were real life scenarios dulu kan?

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    2. more of make-up stories lo -_-

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  2. You are dark meh? Not golden brown?

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  3. The picture is like... Harry Potter-ish. Haha.

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    1. haha.. its part of Durham Cathedral, its where Harry and Malfoy fought at and turned Malfoy into some rat or soemthing.. erm.. go google the cathedral up it will show you scenes of which Harry Potter was filmed there! :)

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  4. I kena ffked by the same guy three times dy..
    Lol.. Think i should make a date again?

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    1. *hugs* i will chance it if he is a keeper! :)

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  5. why would ur color be a problem /?

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  6. I think most likely it's because he got nervous, and decided to chicken out at the last minute..

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    1. well, yes or not, im just gonna blame grindr for crashing all the time.. i couldnt go online for a day the next day so im just hoping that that happened to him thats why he couldnt contact me! lollll

      excuses...

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  7. 7 hours straight is a huge feat, my record is only 1 hour :(

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    1. haha.. well, if can connect, can talk forever one ma! :) hahahaha... but cannot talk to long later when meet got nothing to talk anymore! :)

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  8. Perhaps... should try making friends other than through those apps... herm...

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    1. well this is not malaysia, i got no gay friends circle to expand and get to know their friends etc.. circumstances limitation.. oh well! :) but no bother.. i wont give up! :)

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