masturbate smoke out..

ok, emo posts aside..

was so horny i mastrebrated and guess what!?!!? cos it was fucking 1 degree or something outside, I'm not sure what the room temperature was la but when i cum there was smoke coming out too!!! lol.. like instant evaporation like that! hahahahaahahahahaha... so KOOOOOOL!! in a way la cos i jakun.. lol...

i just realise that i didn't really mentioned about Frankie for quite some time already..

the thing is..

i don't know what should i really do about him...

not sure whether he is here to stay or leave...

and his answers are always uncertain..

him not replying me sometimes makes me wonder is he dating someone else or not...

well, he say no la but.. haha.. well, there's always a bad angel keep whispering in your ear telling you otherwise...

I was quite curious 2 nights ago and i asked him this: Frankie, can you see us living together in the future?

yea...

then after an hour...

I'm really sorry but i don't make enough money to live with you.. i only work part time.. i can't pay rent lol

-.-  im not asking you to move in with me now la silly! and you chose to answer that after an hour?!??! -.-

well, you asked about it! lol




but yea...

we are going out for a movie again this wednesday.. can't wait.. its like movie night every week for us and its like the only thing we kinda do... well, it hasn't reach a bore stage yet and i don't think i will be bored to go out for movie since my life is so dull now lol...

i always tell other people to think positive but own words doesn't really work on myself.. lol..