will you fuck me when im asleep tonight?

my bro came and visit me yesterday and now he is in ipoh already.. its been 6 months since i last saw him..

i came out to him early this year but i dont think he believes it till last night..

i called bubu as usual to wish him goodnight, its our ritual.. before sleep my bro and i had a lil conversation on the bed..

your girlfriend arr?

nola.. boyfriend.

huh?

kan i told you edi?

what youre gay? seriously?

haha...

aiyor why you gay one?

im just like that... i dont even know why.. its just that i am...

and you guys like anal each other?

er... yea...

what the fuck... why on earth do you like guys?

hahaha...

do you wanna seek help?

huh? wtf...

see doctor or something...

er.. its not something a doctor can cure..

maybe a psychiatrist?

haha.. no need.. i just dont get aroused by women or girls.. yes they are hot and pretty and if they flash me their boobs i will just be like, ok, normal.. nothing nice.. moving on...

so if you see dick then you will stim la?

hahahahaah.... i mean.. its either you accept me or whatever...

im ok with it.. actually i knew you were a pondan when we were younger.. you and your camwhore since young...

er... wait!! wtf?!! im not pondan!! pondan and gays are different.. and transexuals too.. they are all different.. so please dont mix us up!!

hahaha.. ok ok... ...but, you know.. like what grandpa say every man has to do their part in continuing the family tree thing...

er... we have you and all our other cousins to do it.. so no need me la please...

but youre the eldest among all the cousins.. you are supposed to do it.. 

er... what the fuck.. i give the responsibility to you then...

hm... if you were brought up by grandpa and grandma then you wont end up like this..

hahahahaha... omgosh... it wont la change anything la!!

so will you rape me tonight when i sleep?

wtf... are you crazy?!!! i wont do such incest things... not with family la of course...

last night was really fun.. we catch up on things that happened since we last met and we also talked about condom, sex, our parents.. everything la.. im gonna miss him... hm.. i will see him during chinese new year i guess.. oh well..