its the time frame when you feel that youre younger.. haha..
so yea, yesterday's post on Dogs, there was a comment talking about games influencing my dreams..
to think of it..
i dont play games anymore, the last time i played was like 10 years back, it was some counter strike thing and thats all.. was quite pro in it but thats another thing..
i think everyone grew up differently..
when i was younger i dont indulge in sweets so i never visited a dentist in my life for the past 22 years.. (im just making an assumption sweet = bad for gigi)..
i never had toys..
i think i had a bicycle.. and thats what i do when i was free.. just ride it around the neighbourhood, go pasar malam with it..
other than that i will just stick to the TV and thats it..
kinda simple now that i think of it... haha..
during secondary school i would go to the cyber cafe play my counterstrike thing.. then will go read gay blogs.. haha.. remember i was 15 when i first got contact with the gay blog world.. just browsing thru posts by strictlygay and pluboy.. haha.. never thought that i will be writing one myself one day.. :)
high school was different.. i started to venture out and fulfill the missing parts, the curiosity i had for the gay world and encounter glory holes and got addicted to it..
after SPM was a traumatizing time for me as i thought i would die of some STDs kinda thing.. haha.. nights i would think of what will i do if i really got it and a list was made : STUFFS TO DO BEFORE I DIE...
then later only did i went for checkups and stuffs and find that im alright..
but it was so addictive i went and fling around the next best spot i found, the gym.. see.. never learn from experience.. hahahaah oh well.. then the whole scary traumatizing experience repeat itself.. lol..
well thats basically it..
my younger-hood is kinda different in a way and i dont blame it making me what i am today.. its just different.. well many may find it similar to them and many may not..
its different for everybody i guess..
but im grateful that in each and every level there were friends, good friends that was there along the way supporting and encouraging and what not.. haha..
and bubu too.. hm.. i miss him :)
remember what did you do to pass time when youre younger??!
i sing when i was very young so yea.. its my favourite pastime! :)