when your ex is not exactly your ex...

what if your ex is not your ex? or maybe at least it doesnt feel that way yet...

my parents doesnt know him..

and i never had a toy in my life.. at least not in my memory..

so in conclusion this statement is not applicable.. in my case...

haha..



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have you ever felt that way..

its normal right to feel this way?

not like bubu is with anyone else now.. just the fact that he might be going to some clubs or maybe to the gym or maybe to some random party and he might be meeting who the hell i dont know at all just sometimes... like... erm.. its just irritates me...

well its not my right to do so.. i mean.. he is still my bubu but just not THAT bubu so much anymore..

oh well..

i declare november as a bad month for me..

December will be better i hope..

for now just concentrate on my studies.. thats the main reason why im here right...

grrrrr... hahaha... i think i bipolar la.. suddenly happy suddenly emo..

i feel like eating nasi kandar...

honey chicken...

and sashimi...

haha.. im such a mess...

sometimes its so freaky to find songs that you used to sing but never knew it would perfectly describe what its happening right now...

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imybb..