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Sunday, November 27, 2011

when your ex is not exactly your ex...

what if your ex is not your ex? or maybe at least it doesnt feel that way yet...

my parents doesnt know him..

and i never had a toy in my life.. at least not in my memory..

so in conclusion this statement is not applicable.. in my case...

haha..



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have you ever felt that way..

its normal right to feel this way?

not like bubu is with anyone else now.. just the fact that he might be going to some clubs or maybe to the gym or maybe to some random party and he might be meeting who the hell i dont know at all just sometimes... like... erm.. its just irritates me...

well its not my right to do so.. i mean.. he is still my bubu but just not THAT bubu so much anymore..

oh well..

i declare november as a bad month for me..

December will be better i hope..

for now just concentrate on my studies.. thats the main reason why im here right...

grrrrr... hahaha... i think i bipolar la.. suddenly happy suddenly emo..

i feel like eating nasi kandar...

honey chicken...

and sashimi...

haha.. im such a mess...


sometimes its so freaky to find songs that you used to sing but never knew it would perfectly describe what its happening right now...

...

imybb..

10 comments:

  1. I was/still am bipolar also. One min im laughing, then emo, then happy, then serious, sleepy, angry.. My friends literally asked me if im okay.. lol

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  2. *hugs*
    does sound like a complex situation.. we can't really control how we feel sometimes, but I can say for sure that things do get better after a slump. cheer up k! :)

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  3. i am totally in the same situation like you, no worries ><

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  4. i guess, this is always in our mind... relax^^

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  5. November is also a bad month for me...

    Sigh...

    :(

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  6. i always believed it's over for a good reason. it's only normal to be reflecting on memories, helps us remember that we still have our brain intact.... oh and the heart too :P

    HAIZ..... time will heal even the deepest wound

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  7. Same here! November is the worst month for me this year! Hoping for a better one when December arrives. Anyhoos, my mom was really happy when I gave my toy away. Haha. =)

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