whenever i see him appear online, my whole body will kinda vibrate, tingling sensation..
slowly my tears will run down my cheek..
its been weeks already..
its not easy for me, its not easy for the both of us..
i was the strong one back then..
but when im here, it feels like the roles have been reversed..
im such a baby now..
when i see him online i dont even dare to message him sometimes..
cos i know i couldnt take it..
its so much easier consoling people, comforting other people..
but when it comes to your ownself...
you will never apply things you tell others to do..
thanks for those who texted, those who emailed, those who whatsapp etc.. you know who you are.. really appreciate your thoughts and regards.. im fine and i will be fine..
....i just need time...
its easier said than done...