grindr gone..

after battling myself for so long trying to figure out to tell or not to tell that pabo bubu, i finally burst out and vomit everything thats on my mind since the first day he got his grindr thingy..

im not a control freak and i dowan you to change yourself just because of me but the grindr thing is pissing me off somehow for like a few months already..

yes i know your intentions for that grindr thing is just to make friends and nothing else and you never hide anything in grindr from me but.. i cant tahan the fact that guys keeps pursuing you asking for sexy time, websex etc..

the act of you checking your grindr is like the attention is there for it and not for me.. grindr is a wicked application for people who are in a relationship..

yes i believe you and trust you but i dont believe them and trust them.. those other grindr-ers.

a friend told me that if i dont let you know what i feel then i will be the one getting hurt in the end.. i dont really mind at first but cos of the additive effect of other couples deleting grindr, of you going out to clubs without me, of this short long term relationship has all build up a wave of jealousy, frustration and mixed feelings inside of me and it had just breach the breaking point...

and when i found out that youve deleted grindr even before i told you this makes me even happier..

im smiling like a lil kid for a whole damn day yesterday.. haha.. stupid pabo..

pinch your pipi...