i dowana make this post emo or anything.. hahaha.. emo is so not me.. but the thing is that the plan to go to UK might not happen for me.. things came up and so.. yea.. haha.. oh well.. i'll just hope for the best la..
should i cry? hahaha.. should i whine? hihi.. oh well.. i'll just do my best for now.. finish this sem first la.. jadi tak jadi pergi pun tak tentu yet.. im feeling kinda evil now.. suddenly im hoping that everyone else cant go.. hm.. selfish nyer.. i know.. hm...
sometimes its so hard to stay strong and confident outside but its burning and aching deep down.. i havent cried for a long time and im not planning to do so.. haha.. crying is so not in the slut's syllables..
i used to say that life without stress will be fucking boring and its true.. but now to think of it.. its better without it.. plans doesnt always go as we wish kan..